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Panicking

Dianne💋 Zoë and Ellie stumbled home a couple of hours later at around 2 me and joe were still snuggled on the sofa, when the lock went in the door I shot back and pulled out my phone, we all decided to go to bed after that. Joe slept on the sofa even though I was trying to convince him to come into my room halfway through the night then go back when he woke up but he said it was too risky, we both agreed.

Ellie🌝 "ugh I have a massive headache!"
Joe🎮 "you shouldn't have stayed out so late then"
Ellie🌝 "ugh, ha ha very funny. DI! HAVE WE GOT ANY PARACETAMOL?"
Dianne💋 "NO! ILL RUN AND GET SOME, IN CAN BRING STUFF FOR BREAKFAST BACK!"
I was hoping that joe would come with me, then I didn't mind if he didn't because I could have a cigarette
Zoë🎄 "UGH STOP SHOUTING!"
Joe🎮 "Di do you want me to come with you, keep you company?"
Dianne💋 "I don't mind you can do what you want, I'm only gonna walk to Tesco"
Joe put on yesterday's clothes and Zoë borrowed some of Ellie's and I put on a summer set because it was 28 degrees out and I was HOT! Even though this is warm winter temperatures for Oz I didn't do well with heat. I didn't think about what I was wearing I just put it on. Ellie and Zoë said that they intended to stay in pyjamas all day and not move from the sofa.

We set of and made sure to get far enough out of view of the windows before holding hands

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We set of and made sure to get far enough out of view of the windows before holding hands.
Our hands interlocked like they were meant to be, we were gently swinging them in the slow summer wind.
Joe🎮 "can I say something"
Dianne💋 "of course, you don't have to get my permission to say something"
Joe🎮 "you look absolutely stunning today by the way, that wasn't what I was going to say though. Why did you and Ellie leave Australia? I completely understand if you don't want me to know, I'm just curious that's all"
Dianne💋 "it's a long story but we were just sick of family life, I was mentally brainwashed by my dad, nothing I ever did was right, I was always ugly, spotty, moaning, complaining, he put so many labels on me, that made me fall into a deeply depressive state and I soon after that would question even existing. Every breath I took would make me feel guilty for taking it, there were so many times that I got so close to ending it. My Nan and Ellie noticed a difference and they really helped me. Ellie didn't have an over riding choice to leave but she wasn't particularly herself and we've always said how we wanted to run away together and yeah that's what we did, I'm sorry that it got really deep"
Joe🎮 "come here, you should never have to apologise"
I stoped and pulled Dianne into me and wrapped her up in a big hug.
"So long as you have me by my side you will never have to feel like that again. You understand Dianne!"
It broke my heart that anyone could hate their life so much that they wanted to die.
Dianne💋 "I'm okay now, don't worry about me"
Why did I find myself opening up to joe? I trusted him, I have only ever fully trusted one person before, Ellie, would I ruin my chances with him.
"I feel really stupid, I've never told anyone before"
Joe🎮 "Dianne, stop calling your self stupid, you are NOT stupid! Your amazing, strong, funny and stunningly beautiful may I add"
Dianne💋 I started blushing deeply
"As do you mr sugg"
We arrived at Tesco and walked in got what we needed to then got back to the flat.

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