Find You Again ~ (Third Book of The Trilogy)

2.

DEMI P.O.V.: two weeks after what happened with Nick I was going through a hard time again...and he saved me this time.

FLASHBACK
I was looking for my lighter to smoke a cigarette. The first in a year. I was alone at home and I decided it was right to do it cause it was 'just one'. Once I found it I grabbed a cigar and sat in the couch ready to smoke it to calm my anxiety.

Knock knock knock

Demi: who's there? (Nobody answered so I walked to the door and opened)

Logan: hey you

Demi: hey, we aren't watching the Bachelorette today, are we? (He smiled and shook his head)

Logan: I came to visit you, that's all (I smiled)

Demi: come in (we walked to the living room and I closed the door) do you want something to drink?

Logan: coffee?

Demi: okay, I'm gonna make some (I walked to the kitchen and started working on our coffees) and, how have you-

Logan: what does this means? (I turned around and saw him holding my cigar)

Demi: oh...I was just going to- (I saw his eyes filled with worry)

Logan: to what?

Demi: I was...going to...smoke it (I said and looked to the floor)

Logan: well..thanks for being this honest with me

Demi: I'm sorry, I didn't smoke it...I haven't smoke yet since last years I just wanted one to calm my anxiety

Logan: it's okay (I heard him walking to me and I put my hands on my face silently crying) hey...don't cry (he hugged me close to his chest and I crossed my arms behind his neck crying even harder)

Demi: I'm tired of relapsing, I don't want to be me anymore...this life sucks!

Logan: you can cry, you can cry all you want to and I'm gonna be here...I'll hold you Demi (I smiled while crying and he kissed my forehead)

My cry lasted like two or three minutes and then I looked up at his face. He was holding tears.

Demi: are you okay? Why are you crying?

Logan: I'm not crying yet (he smiled) it just hurts to see you like this and don't know what to do to make you feel better

Demi: no, you're doing more than you should and...thank you (he nodded)

Logan: any time (he dried my tears and I smiled at him) why don't you wash your face and we leave this place? Seems like you need fresh air

Demi: I don't want to be seen in public (I shook my head)

Logan: I know...I have a little house kinda far from here where we'll be calm and alone...wanna go?

Demi: sure

Logan: take your pyjama

Demi: okay

Logan: great (he kissed my forehead again and I ran upstairs to prepare my things)

Some minutes later we arrived to a little pretty cabin in the woods.

Logan: here we are

Demi: I like this (we entered to the house and it was really cold there)

Logan: it's really cold here...and at night it's even colder (I smiled and hugged him)

Demi: I don't mind the weather...thank you for this (he smiled and I went to the room he gave me next to his)

Logan: here is it, we have to share the bathroom but this is your own room

Demi: do you mind if I take a shower before eating?

Logan: no, go ahead...I'll make dinner (he left and I took a shower)

Once I finished I went to the little kitchen and hugged him from his back.

Demi: what are we eating?

Logan: nothing big...pasta

Demi: I like how it smells

We had dinner talking about funny things and then each of us went to sleep to our rooms. It was almost 1 a.m. when I looked at my phone because it was so cold I couldn't sleep properly. I hesitated some minutes if I should or shouldn't go to Logan's room to see if he knew something to get warm but I decided to do it.

When I opened the door I saw him sleeping like an angel. I walked closer to his bed and ended sitting beside him.

Demi: Log...Logan (I whispered on his ear and he looked at me with sleepy eyes)

Logan: hey, you okay?

Demi: it's really cold in my room, what can I do to warm the place?

Logan: sleep with me maybe (he smiled) I'm not joking...I'm cold too, maybe if we sleep together it's better

Demi: okay, let's do it then (I got under the sheets and he sat up) where are you going?

Logan: nowhere (he took off his t-shirt) I saw in a movie that the body warm is better if you have less clothes on you

Demi: really? That's crazy

Logan: come here now

Demi: okay (I hugged his bare waist and felt his body warming slowly)

Logan: where are you going? (He said when I sat up)

Demi: nowhere (I relplied as I took my t-shirt off staying in my sport bra)

Logan: you can leave it there (he pointed to the bedside table on his side and I nodded)

I got on my knees and tried to leave my t-shirt on the table but I couldn't so I put each leg on his sides and I did it. When I look down to see him I was him smiling at me.

Logan: what are you doing?

Demi: nothing (I whispered to his lips when we were two inches apart)

Logan: kiss me (I smiled and kissed his lips sweetly) God, I've been waiting all my life to kiss you, I swear

Demi: now it's done (we laughed and he peaked my lips once I laid next to him hugging his waist again) I don't want to rush anything between us Logan

Logan: we won't...but we can always try and see what happens

Demi: I'm down for it

Logan: me too (I smiled and kissed his lips passionately) sleep well

Demi: sleep well

END OF FLASHBACK

Three weeks later we're still seeing what happens, we hang out, go on dates, kiss each other and watch the Bachelorette together but nothing else have happened...I still think of Nick almost everyday...I know...I hate myself too.