Find You Again ~ (Third Book of The Trilogy)

40.

DEMI P.O.V.: I walked to him and gabbed his hand.

Demi: Nick, come here

Nick: I don't want to look at myself in the mirror again Demi, this is not working and it makes me feel even more miserable

Demi: come with me, okay? (He nodded while crying and I walked him to the bed)

Nick: I'm tired of feeling like the worst looking human on heart, I know I'm fat, I know I'm not as talented as other guys but I'm a human too and this is hurting too much (he told me looking in my eyes)

Demi: I know. I understand you. You don't know how much I understand you but you can't let this win you...okay? I've been reading these kind of comments ever since I was 15 Nick, and I've done really stupid things to be what they want me to be, to be the "perfect" type but guess what? I'm 26 years old now, I'm thinking straight and I see clearly everything that's right and that's wrong. I read the comments of your pic, I know how much that can hurt someone and it's okay cause you're human like you said but I'm not gonna sit here and watch you give up on your dream just because what people has been saying about you. This is not real (I said grabbing his phone) you don't even know them so why should this hurt you the way it does? Nick, you have fans that really love you and these people are just haters...you can't listen to them. I need you to stop listening to what they say cause I don't want to fucking loose another best friend for the bullies. I need you to believe in yourself. I need you to listen to me. I need you to be happy with what you are. I need my Nick back. My confident flirty dork Nick.

Nick: Demi, I'm not that Nick anymore....look at me, do I really look like him? (He said putting his shirt up to show me his stomach and I smiled)

Demi: I'm done with you thinking that you're ugly or not good enough for this. Look at this (I grabbed my phone and entered in Kendall Jenner's instagram profile)

Nick: Demi...

Demi: no, listen to me...do I look like her? Does my height look like hers? Does my weight looks like hers? Does my stomach looks like hers? (I said pointing to my stomach with my shirt up to my robs) does my face looks like hers? No, and it's okay...I don't have to be like her and you don't have to be like nobody cause we all are unique people and beautiful as well

Nick: but there's one difference between us Demi...your curves look sexy, mine make me look fat (he said drying his tears)

Demi: let's take a look then (I took off my t-shirt and sat on a chair across from him) does this look sexy? (I pointed to my belly)

Nick: that doesn't look like this (he took off his t-shirt and I walked to him)

I grabbed his hands and walked him to the mirror. He closed his eyes.

Demi: look there, I promise this is worth looking at (he looked at the mirror and we both were there)

Nick: you are beautiful Demi, that's what you don't see but I'm not

Demi: Nicholas you are the most intelligent guy I've ever met, your mind is rich in experience and thoughts, you are the most talented singer cause you can play the drums while singing...as well as every instrument...you have a heart of gold. And believe me, I've met a lot of guys in the industry and you're the only one that is just amazingly talented, kind, smart and handsome (he covered his face with both his hands and I made him turn around to look at me) and you're my Nick, no matter what...there's always gonna be a girl to tell you how brilliant and awesome you are...and that girl is me

He hugged me touching softly my bare back and I smiled while in the hug.

Nick: I don't know what I did to have such an amazing friend like you. Thank you princess...you don't know how much I love you

Demi: love you too my fluffy little bird