Gone// Supercorp fic

chapter fifteen

incase you've forgotten..

kara ended up making herself a snack and going up to her room to do her homework. an hour later kara brought down her plate and quickly washed it. going back up to her room, kara couldn't help but think about what she did wrong to make lena go. where did she overstep? where did she go wrong? after a while Eliza came home and they all had dinner. kara's mood was down the whole evening and Alex could tell, but decided not to mention it, figuring it had something to do with lena, considering she wasn't there. she went up to her room and changed into a pair of black short lounge shorts and a blue cami. some where around 10 pm kara had the courage to look out the window. the lights to lena's room were on, but she didn't see lena. kara decided to open the window and crawl across. she reached out to knock on the window before gasping loudly, seeing lena, spread out across her bed in small, pink satin pyjamas with her hand down her shorts.

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kara quickly turned around and went to crawl back into her window, but slipping and holding onto a branch. "fuck!" she called out and looked down, seeing that the drop would most likely case her to at least sprain her ankle.

lena on the other hand, had heard the 'fuck' quite clearly and quickly jumped up, obviously removing her hand from its previous position. opening her window, she saw kara hanging on.

"kara?!"

"I-i didn't mean to see anything! I-i swear!"

lena quickly climbed out of the window as kara pulled herself up. lena helped her steady herself once she got up, and the two ended up sitting down in the middle of the tree. kara sighed and fiddled with her fingers in her lap "I-i saw.. w-what you were doing.." kara admitted quietly, causing lena to flush in embarrassment.

"what.. what exactly did you see?'

"nothing like that!" kara quickly defended. "just.. you on the bed.. with your hand.. you know." the blonde gulped and avoided eye contact. "down.. there"

"right.. im assuming you've had.. that talk, right?'

"god, lena, I'm not a 12 year old entering puberty, I know what you were doing! i'm only a year younger"

"r-right.. well," lena gulped nervously, not knowing where she was going with this conversation.

"plus, it's not like I haven't walked in on Alex and Maggie," kara rolled her eyes and faked gagging. "look, I get we all have needs, i'm just not ready for that yet. I-if that's a deal breaker for you.. that I can't furfil your needs, tell me now. 'cause I don't wanna loose my, you know, until like.. at least senior year. a-and you'll be in college at that point which is the time where everyones experimenting a-and not in relationships a-and oh god you're gonna find someone your own age and I-"

lena cut the blonde rambling off my pressing their lips together softly. kara sighed against the soft lips and melted into the kiss, finally calming down. after a moment lena pulled away slightly and cupped kara's cheek "I only want you.. not for your body, for your personality. I will never force you into anything you're uncomfortable with. I promise. nor will I ever pressure you into sex, cheat on you, or break up with you because you aren't comfortable helping with that stuff, okay? I promise," she pressed another small kiss to the pouty lips. kara nodded in response.

"come on, you can come lay down, okay?' kara nodded and followed lena into lena's bedroom.

heading over to the bed, kara noticed a small dark spot, before quickly realizing what it was. "uh.. lena?' she mumbled, making lena look and her eyes went wide

"I-im sorry!" she quickly mumbled out before stripping the sheets and throwing them in a hamper. she pulled a fresh pair of sheets from her closet and put them on the bed as quickly as she could, her face redder than a tomato. kara stood by awkwardly, not really knowing what to do in the situation.

"all gone," lena breathed out and but her lip and she sat down on the new sheets "im really sorry.. for everything tonight. I-if I had known.."

kara cut her off by sitting down beside her and pulling her down with her as she laid down on the Luthor's bed. lena couldn't help but blush about thinking of kara watching her. "how about we just.. sleep. its Friday, we can sleep in"

lena nodded softly and reached above her head and turned off the lamp and snuggled into kara's chest. kara played with lena's hair for a while before speaking up quietly.

"lena, are you awake?"

no answer.

"lee.."

no answer.

kara sighed to herself and bit her lip before opening her mouth once more,

"I love you, lee," a small kiss was placed to her forehead before the awake lena (who had been awake during the whole conversation,) bit her lip trying not to say anything back.

did she love her? of course she did.. could she tell her, though? no. don't be ridiculous. because then kara would know that lena was awake during her confession. she would just have to wait until kara said it to lena when she knew she was awake, right? yeah, right. like anyone could love you, a Lutho-

"I love you and i'm too much of a coward to admit it when you're awake"

she loves me. she really loves me. right?

{917 kinda short, sorry. don't forget to press the star and leave a review !}