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CHAPTER 04

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                       Chapter 04

                          Y/n Pov.

As I close my eyes, I felt the cold warm air hit my face. It feels good here, Soonyoung takes me to the unknown place. I don't know where but, he said it's his Secret place. I didn't regret coming here with him. I feel relaxed here.

"So mind telling me anything?" Soonyoung said as he breaks the silent between us. I didn't Bother to answer him I just stay silent feeling the air hit me.

"I guess you don't want too. It's okay take your time." He said before I could hear him sighing. I open my eyes to see a sun are setting down. It's beautiful view to see here. It's relaxing.

"I just don't want to speak. I just don't want to." I said before turning to face him. He's just sitting next to me and watching the sun to set just like me. I smiled seeing him so cute like this.

"Hey." I said before sitting up next to him. I face straight as I copy his position. He didn't answer just watching the view up here like I did earlier.

"When I was a kid, bully is everywhere from me in short I'm a outcast in our school back then until now." I said while smiling looking at the sun set far away from us. "They always throw some hurtful words towards me not even caring if it hurts me so damn bad. But, when I turn high school student I met a friend. A friend that gives me feeling that I am special girl from the Earth. That I am different from other people around me, I thought she's already a good friend from me but not until one day she's already one of those bullies. She always bully me. And one day I found out that why she always bully me is because all Students told her that I am a crazy person, that I'm just using her from grades etc.. and since then I didn't bother to get or met a friend, and my confidence starts to fade away..." As I told him my side story I didn't know that my tears starts to left my eye. My vision starts to get blurry as I bit my lip until it looked into a thin line.

In my peripheral vision, I saw him looking at me so I turn my face to face him. All I could see in his eye are pity and sadness. I hate it! I hate Being pity by someone. So I quickly look away. I don't want to look at him with that look on his face. I hate it.

"I'm sorry to hear that." I heard him say as he gave me a Handkerchief so I can wipe my tears that keep rolling down from my eyes, so I take it before saying a simple 'thanks' from him.

"I didn't know you have a bad childhood experience. But, I suggest you to not look back at your past. Don't let that past hold you from the presents it only will make you sad and guilty." He meaningfully said before I simply nodded. He's right. Don't let the past take me down from the presents.

"Thanks for listening by the way."

"It's nothing, glad I could help."

Queeny_Night: sorry from updating for nothing :'>