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Chapter 12
Y/n Pov.
While the teacher are discussing, I simply took out my phone to text someone. I look around for a second before proceeding to my cellphone.
Hey, I need your help! ASAP!
Melanie♥
Help? What kind of help? And for God's sake it was still our lesson. Text me later!
Really Melanie, I need your help!
Melanie♥
What help?! Be faster! My sub teacher might see me using phone.
Orayt, orayt. Go out for a minute
I need to tell something.
Melanie♥
Can you serve that for later? I'm really busy right now.
Ugh! Just follow what I said!
Melanie♥
Argh! Alright! Alright!
After our conversation on phone, I quickly put my phone back on my pocket. I slowly rise my right hand after. I got my sub teacher's attention so he called my name making all my classmates attention were fix on me.
"May I excuse myself for a moment, Mr. Alvarez? I'm not feeling well right now. May I excuse myself? I'm just going to the clinic." I kindly ask while voice are shaking. He immediately nodded after. I quickly stand up from my sits then fix my things before walking towards of the door and about to step out off the room when I heard Soonyoung's voice.
"Wait! I'm coming with you!" I heard him say. I turn around to face him and just shake my head saying I don't want to. I face again our sub teacher before bowing and going out of the room. Mr. Alvarez continues his discussion when I'm already out of the room.
Melanie♥
Yah! Where are we gonna met?
At the garden, wait me there
I'm on my way.
Melanie♥
👌
I put my phone back and went out of the building then walk towards of the garden. When I finally got to enter the garden I immediately found Melanie sitting on the bench. I walk towards her as she saw me, she quickly stand up from sitting.
"So what's that?" She ask confused. I stare at her and didn't spoke for a moment. Confusion. That was all written on her face. I sigh. I have to tell this.
"It's about Soonyoung," I said and look away from her. I saw her Cross her arms looking at me.
"O your boyfriend, great! What's the news?" She rhetorically said, In my side vision I saw her eyebrows curled up.
I sigh, "look, Soonyoung is planning something." I said now looking at her. She slowly nodded her head. "And he's planning to bring back the old me... Do any of the chance that he didn't accept me fully now? Do he really have to change me so he can love me?" I ask looking at her in the eye. I heard her sigh.
"Y/n, you didn't understand don't you?" She said holding my free hand.
"Even you don't tell me the reason I know why he's doing this." She added.
"What do you mean?" I thought I already understand what he's up too. But hearing this to Melanie makes me think there's still a reason why Soonyoung is doing this.
"He's doing this for you. Soonyoung, wants the old you because you know why? I told him that the old Y/n didn't fake her everything. She likes to show the real smile, real laugh, real feelings, real emotions and a joyful Y/n. But now... She likes to fake it all.. and I think this is why Soonyoung is doing this to be true to yourself. That you don't have to fake everything.. and also to bring the confidence you lost." By hearing this to Melanie makes me think that I do change alot. Makes me think that I'm like a bad person. I understand that he really want me to be free. But how?
"But how Soonyoung can do that?"
"Help him bring back the old you."
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Confidence » ksy
FanficY/n once lose her confidence because of the bullies and judgements. But that's all change when the guy named Kwon Soonyoung help her. He helped her bring back the old her. But do you think it will work out?
