Tell me when you're ready » Chae Hyungwon

14.

Song of the Chapter:
I love you - Billie Eilish

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"Hyungwon.." I just simply say his name and he looks up into my eyes.

"When do you want me to go?" I ask him and he looks at me in confusion.

"Go? To where?" He asks and I shrug.

"I can go back to Paris again" I tell.

"Are you crazy? My parents can die in a hole, I promised you to not let you go again" Hyungwon says and my heart skips a couple beats.

"I uhhh, well uuh, umm" I say not finding the right words.

"Faith"  He shushes me by cupping my face in his hands.

"I... I love you" Hyungwon says and all I can do is just nod.

Shocked by his words.

Shocked by his sudden sweetness.

His face is in a soft almost caring expression.

I would almost think that Wonho took over his body.

"Faith?" He asks as he notices me being drowned in my own thought.

"I, I don't know how to respond" I tell him honestly.

He smiles and shakes his head.

Then he comes closer and kisses me again, this time it's getting more rough as we get more into it.

I stand up not breaking the kiss and take place on his lap, my hands make their way to Hyungwons cheeks and his hands go to my back.

This.. Just this..

This is it.

This is the Hyungwon I fell in love with.

The Hyungwon I would risk my own life for.

Nothing can change the way I feel about him.

I stop the kiss and look into his eyes.

"I will get some sleep now" I say and he smiles as he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.

-Hyungwon-

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"Oh fuck you!" I yell into my phone.

it's been a day since I 'confessed' to Faith, now I'm calling.

With my parents.

"You could've just been a GOOD father for gods sake" I tell him as he once again tells me that I didn't make it better for the Chae family by being the leader now.

"Son... I am very disappointed in you" My mom says and I sigh closing my eyes for a second.

"You know what?" I get silent for a while and speak up.

"I don't care, if I love her then I love her, I'm sorry you guys never knew what real love is and only married each other for money, I really am, but let me be happy" I say tearing up.

"Hyungwon you can do better then a cheap daughter of mr. Kim" My father says and I just shake my head.

"Don't you get it? I really like this girl" I tell him really mad now.

They are getting on my nerves.

"That's it son, break up with her, get her out of your house or we will take care of her, you know you can't get away with it this time.." my father says.

A flashback of the past comes by as fast as lightning but I shake it off not wanting to think of it.

"Dad, I'm stronger now, my team is bigger" I say and he just laughs humorless.

"If you won't do it, we will.. you will get time until Saturday night, goodbye son" my father says and hangs up the phone.

I throw my phone against the wall where the hole is made yesterday.

I sit down on my desk and lean my head into my hands.

"Fuckers!" I shout and feel like murdering.

"Wonho, Shownu" I say into my now broken phone but it still works.

They come as soon as possible.

"Get the strongest people from the streets, buy some weapons, it's gonna be a fun night Saturday" I smirk, no emotion left anymore.

My parents are the cause of me being emotionless in the first place.

My cold, dark personality is formed by them.

I thought Faith could change that.

But as soon as these fuckers are in my life again, I'm turning into that coldhearted person.

"Please keep Faith away from me" I tell my best friends and they nod.

"This is gonna be fun" I laugh humorless and get my gun out of my desk.

I play with it and hold it against my head as Shownu and Wonho look at me in shock.

I just laugh and take it away again.

"Are you two gonna watch me or will you guys do what I said?" I ask them and they leave immediately.

-Faith-

I wake up about to go to Hyungwon but the moment I get out of my room I get stopped by a maid.

"He doesn't want to see you" she says and I laugh.

"Bullshit let me through" I say and she shakes her head.

I try to make my way through her.

"You don't want to see him like this" she just warns me and I stop trying to get her away.

"Okay.. when can I see him?" I ask and she shrugs.

I nod and leave it.

Instead I'm going to the kitchen.

It's been too long since I catched up with Kihyun, Jooheon and Changkyun.

"Ayeee" I say as I get inside.

"Oh my! Is this the real Kim Faith?" Changkyun asks and I laugh.

"It is!" I say and walk towards them.

We all hug each other and catch up.

"So how have you been?" I ask them as we sit down on the counters.

"Pretty good, Since Hyungwon is in such a good mood lately, thanks to you, we won't have to work as hard as before again" Jooheon says.

I look at Kihyun and he just smiles, but I know he still hates me and Hyungwon together.

"Yeah I guess my influence on him is for the better" I say and they nod.

"Definetely, soo, do you want to spend the night here? We have Chicken and Beer?" Kihyun asks and I nod immediately.

"Of course" I say

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A/N:

Toyoyoyo

Just a question cuz I'm curious.

Who is your ultimate bias?
And your ultimate group?

Mine is Shownu/Yuto (pentagon)
Group is Monsta X