Tell me when you're ready » Chae Hyungwon

15.

Song of Chapter:
Skinny Love - Ha HyungSang cover (Youtube) 

Definitely worth listening to his covers if you want to find a good singer, I found him recently and feel in love with the way he sings and how he puts emotion to his song.

Okay enough talking!

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"So what brings you here anyways?" Changkyun asks and I roll my eyes kind of irritated by everything that is happening lately.

"Just.. Hyungwon is on his period or something, his mood swings are no joke, I guess it has something to do with his parents but no one will inform me about all this shit" I tell them in a whole rush and they just stay quiet.

"Like yesterday he was his sweet ass self and now? Now he doesn't want to see me or something, how are you guys though?" I say and ask immediately afterwards, I am done talking about Hyungwon and need some happiness.

As Jooheon starts to explain about some thinks I grab two Soju bottles and four glasses as I sit down again, listening to Jooheon the whole time.

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"So then Kihyun just sat one the cake I baked and we all couldn't hold in our laughs when he turned around and his whole booty was covered with the food" Changkyun, Jooheon and I laugh and Kihyun just sits one the side pouting.

"Oh my god guys that is.." I can't complete my sentence as I laugh again.

We are now at the fourth bottle of Soju and it definitely kicked in.

"Let's sing" Changkyun says and stand up to climb on the table, Jooheon turns on the box and connects it to a little device, the only device with music they got from Hyungwon apparently, to make cooking more fun.

Jooheon puts on a song and Changkyun takes a soju bottle as microphone.

"I want to break freehee" He starts singing off tone and we all lay on the floor of laughter.

"I want to BREAK free" He goes on and starts to make movements like he is cleaning.

"I want to break free from your lies, you're so self satisfied, I don't need you" He says pointing up referencing it to Hyungwon.

As soon as Changkyun ends it's Kihyun's turn.

"When I found in times of trouble, mother marry comes to me" He starts and we all sing along waving our hands in the air.

We are very loud but we are savages and don't care.

We all sing our loudest and I can't help but look around with a big smile, I missed them.

They make me smile and laugh like my life is just normal.

Like I am around real friends.

Like I can-

"QUIET!" The two big doors open and three men walk in.

We all turn silent and Jooheonn nervously turns off the music.

None of the men that walked in seem familiar.

I have never seen them.

"You four should cook, not anything else, this ain't a place for fun, clean this up and go to your rooms" One of them says a bit too loud.

I sign him a thumps up.

"Aye aye captain" I say and laugh.

"Faith I think they are serious" Kihyun tells me.

"Oh, well sorry then misters, I take my aye aye's back" I tell them.

"Take her" Two of them walk towards me and each grab an arm of mine.

"Stop, that's illegal, I'm a woman with rights!" I yell as they drag me our of the kitchen to the elevator.

"Just so you all know, I am not drunk, I just drank one shot, nothing more" I say and I sit on the floor of the elevator and they stand around me looking all scary and manly.

"Ha, you guys must be new right?" I ask them.

No respond.

"Tss, so boring" I say in disgust.

We arrived on whatever floor and drag me into a room, close the door when I am inside and lock the door.

"Hey! You can't just lock me up" I say and bang on the door.

"Open the door you shitheads" I yell and Bang a couple more times again but it stays closed.

I turn and lean against the door letting my head rest backwards.

"Great, I'll just die in here then" I mumble.

in the very corner I notice a camera and decide to walk up to it.

"Look Hyungwon you dick, I know you can see this since you control these stupid camera's.
You better get me outta here and explain every little thing to me, I am not letting you take you away from me too." I tell him with a bunch of weird hand motions.

"You took away my best friend, my DAUGHTER, my fucking life, get me out of here and explain" I scream getting crazy.

It could be the alcohol.

Yeah it's probably the alcohol.

I let myself fall on the ground and crumble up in a position.

I just want to be sober.

I want to see my daughter and see her grow old and make her the happiest since clearly that didn't work out for me.

I want her to live a free life, go to high school and maybe even college after, I want her to find an amazing job that makes her happy and then meets the love of her life.

I want to be a great grandmother for the kids she will have with her husband.

"I just want to live again" I whisper into my knees as I cry a bit more.

I am being so pathetic right now.

So damn pathetic.

Not much later I fall asleep on the floor.

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"Arghh.." I sit up straight, I look around hoping a miracle happened and I woke up in my own bed and it was all a dream.

But I am still in the room.

I hold my head feeling the massive headache that the alcohol gave me over night.

This room has nothing, not even a toilet.

What am I supposed to do?

Pee in the corner.

Ew.

I look up at the camera and get flashback of yesterday night.

Oh gosh I said some weird shit.

I look away in disgust.

I walk up to the door and decide a bit more banging couldn't do much wrong.

"Let me out" I yell and the door magically opens after a bunch of bangs.

Nope, it wasn't magic.

Someone stand in front of me definitely mad.