Tell me when you're ready » Chae Hyungwon

13.

-Faith-

I apply my makeup, it's been a week since Hyungwon has closed all the doors, he hasn't been the same ever since.

He told me to stay inside the house and not even leave to go into the garden.

I'm worried something is happening but I'm afraid to ask.

-Hyungwon-

"Wait, your parents" My cousin Minhyuk asks and Shownu and Wonho seem to be shocked too.

I kept it a secret for a week but it's time to tell someone now, at least my most trusted people.

"Yes.. my parents are here and ready to kill or take her away from me" I tell them and they all just keep silent.

"So that is some excitement, now I have to choose between my parents or Faith" I say sarcastically.

"Hyungwon I'm sorry" Wonho says and I just wave in the air to sign that it's fine, but it's not.

It is exactly not fine, it is the worst.

"aaarrgghhh why do I life this life?" I ask myself holding my head in my hands as I lean my elbows on the desk.

"This is so not the life I dreamed to live.." I say.

"Hyungwon it's going to be fine, you will make the right decision, you always did" Shownu tries to calm me down.

"Oh yeah Shownu? Did I? Did I make the right decisions?" I ask him angry and he steps back knowing that in this state I could hurt him.

"If I had made the right decisions.. Then why the fuck am I in a relationship with a woman or whatever? Why am I not fucking around with girls anymore but I am attached to one person? WHY SHOWNU? That is not the decision I should make as a Chae" I close my eyes for a second and frown my eyebrows.

"This whole kidnapping thing went way to far, I just-"

"Hyungwon don't!" Minhyuk almost screams as he sees me walking up to the wall to punch my fist against it and he indeed has no luck.

My fist smashes into the wall causing a huge hole and a lot of blood.

The door opens and Faith peeks through, amazing just the right timing... taste the sarcasm.

"Omygod Hyungwon!" Faith runs up to me as she sees my bleedin fist, I didn't relax my hand yet, it's still in a fist.

"Hyungwon? What happened?" Faith asks searching for eye contact but I'm avoiding.

"Go back to your room, I'm gonna hurt you" I tell her and she looks at me in confusion.

"Look at me Hyungwon? What's going on?" She says.

"I said. Go. Back. To. Your. Room" I say calm.

"No, first tell me what happened" She says, I look at my male friends who are watching like it's a whole movie scene.

"Please give us privacy" I say and they nod getting out of the room.

I watch Faith holding my injured hand as she looks at it in shock.

"Did you do this to yourself?" She asks looking up into my eyes.

"Uh... no.. I mean yes, but not on purpose" I lie.

"Then what happened?" She asks pushing me back to my chair and just pushes me on it so I sit.

She gets to the bathroom that is attached to my office and get's an ehbo kit out of it.

"I just.. I accidentally hit the wall" I say and she looks back at the wall.

"If it was accidentally it wouldn't be such a big hole" She says smartly.

I sigh and don't respond, instead I watch her taking care of my hand, I have no fucking idea what she is doing with it, I mainly just watch her, her face.

She isso focused I would call it cute.

"Argh fuck.." I say in silence.

"What? Did I hurt you? Where? Should I stop?" She immediately says with a worried expression.

"No it doesn't hurt" I tell her.

"Why did you curse then?" She asks.

-Faith-

"It's because.. because I am falling in love with you so deep" He says looking down, clearly dissapointed.

I just sit there on the ground holding his hand and a cream, my eyes wide open, looking straight forward.

He what?

"You what?" I ask him whispering.

He still looks down.

"Please leave" He says.

"Leave?" I ask.

"Yes, go to your own room" He tells me.

"No" I say once again, I want to stay, I need answers.

"What has been going on this week?" I ask.

He sighs and look up into my eyes again.

"My parents, want to cut you out of my life" Hyungwon tells me.

"But you are strong right? You can beat them? Right?" I ask and he shakes his head making me more confused.

"That's not the problem" He says.

"Then what is Hyungwon? Tell me?" I ask, it hurts me to see him like this.

It is silent for a while, he is thinking.

Suddenly he cups my face and kisses me gently.

Him sitting on his chair and me sitting on the floor.

I feel a tear joining in on our kiss but I am not the one crying, he is.

I stop the kiss and wipe the tears that now are all over his cheeks away.

"The problem is.." He tries to get out.

I sush him and take him in for a tight hug.

"You don't have to tell" I say already thinking of an answer.

He wants to choose for his parents, not for me.

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A/N:

Hello my lovely readerss.

I am totally getting th writing vibe back again so I hope I can update this book a lot in the next weeks.

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