Tell me when you're ready » Chae Hyungwon

16.

Song of Chapter
Can you feel the love tonight - Leroy Sanchez & LaurDIY

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His eyes are locked into mine.

I am afraid to look away since he really looks like he is about to kill me.

"Fine take me, just shoot me already, it will be for the better" I give up and open my arms, still looking at him.

He goes for the pocket inside his jacket.

Oh.. he is actually about to do it?

I close my eyes and look away in pain, ready for the shot.

For all the pain.

"Faith.. what are you doing?" another voice from behind the man asks and I open one eye looking at Hyungwon.

"Oh thank god, Shownu was about to shoot me" I say and relax my body.

"What? No.. I was grabbing my phone to tell Hyungwon you're safe" Shownu says and I look at them in confusion.

"wait so you two didn't know I was here?" I ask and they both shake their heads.

"Who were the three men that took me yesterday then?" I ask them and they share looks with each other before Hyungwon rushes off.

Shownu shakes his head to make sure I won't ask any questions then he takes me away from where we are.

- Hyungwon -

I aggressively dial the phone number of my parents and try to calm down a little bit as I wait for them to pick up.

"Hyungwon sweetie did you change your mind?" My mother asks with her mean ass voice.

"How did the three men came in?" I ask annoyed.

"Oh sweetie, it's way too easy" She laughs and I sigh closing my eyes for a second.

"Please stop" I ask her and my voice cracks during that sentence.

No respond.

"Look mother, please.. can't you understand me for once in your life? For one time just let me breathe? For one fucking time be my MOTHER." I say tearing up.

it's sad actually, knowing she was never the mother I needed.

only caring about my reputation and only having me for the money.

I sigh and still get no respond.

"Please, act like a mother for one ti-"

"What did you say? Sorry something came in the way" She interrupts me.

I sigh and hang up squeezing my phone in my hand and letting my head drop down.

I used to be so strong.

I used to not show my feelings especially my saddest ones.

But now..

I look up to see Faith standing in my door frame.

Now that she is here..

I feel like I can't hide them anymore, she makes me feel weak.

She makes me show my damn emotions.

I look away again and just press my lips together to hold back more tears that are about to fall.

"You know my dad never loved me" She says in a calm way, I look into her eyes and smile.

"Guess we have that in common" I smile and he just walks up to me.

"It's okay to be hurt you know, you didn't ask for the parents you have, and its okay to be sad about it.. I won't judge you" She says and he thumb brushes over my cheek to wipe away my tears.

I laugh humourless.

"isn't it funny?" I say and she looks deep into my eyes as I stare at hers.

- Faith -

"isn't it funny?" Hyungwon asks and I look at him quite confused by this sudden question.

"What?" I ask him and he smiles.

"Well you just want to keep everyone so happy all the time and you desperately want others to smile while you are out here being so broken" He says and that hit me like a train.

I don't have any words to tell him.

"You have so many priorities but you have put yourself at one of the last spots, and that is so damn sad" He tells me and I just bite my lower lip knowing that all the words he says are true.

I indeed have put myself at one of the last spots, mainly because I feel like I am not as important as other people, its how my mother raised me.

"I am sorry" I say and looks down.

"Fiath look at me" Hyungwon says and I do as he says.

"Know that out of all things in this earth you have become my number one priority, even if you can't make yourself happy, I will try my hardest to try and make you feel the most happiness that is needed. because out of all people I know, you deserve it the most" He speaks out and I just smile while letting out the tears that had formed in my eyes.

"Hyungwon, why?" I ask him not having more words.

"Because you are important, let's make each other stronger from now on, we will fight our way through all these messes, I want to end up growing old and having grand children with you and only you Kim Faith" Hyungwon tell me and I just smile wiping away my tears.

"Shit man you really made me cry out here" I say and he laughs.

"I love you" He whispers and I look at him.

Even though he said it already, not much but he has said it.

These three words make me feel so much emotion.

"I love you" I tell him and he gets up from his chair.

"Am I allowed to kiss you?" He asks and I nod.

He cups my face and plants his lips onto mine.

There we stand.

Two idiots that completely fell in love, all over again.

Tears mix in our kiss, not only mine, but his also.

"Hyungwon, big fat problem" Wonho breaks the moment and almost falls into Hyungwon's office.

We back away from the kiss and both look at the door.

"Wonho" Hyungwon greets Wonho definetely annoyed that he ruined our moment.

"your parents might be outside with some of their people" He says smiling awkwardly.

"Well, I guess they want war then" Hyungwon says

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