Broken Without You

Prologue

The part previously titled as prologue has been made into a sneak peak. Go read Ruhaan's view point in the same chapter.

Now here goes the original prologue :-)

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"What do you think of me huh?" I questioned while trying to swallow a painful lump down my throat and struggling to control my tears.

I have to be strong today.

"Listen-" He tried to speak but I cut him right there and added, "Do you think of me as some sort of your personal whore who would come to you whenever you want to, whatever time you ask for it...is it what you think of me?" I demanded an answer from him.

Hearing my words, I saw his face turn red and his eyes bloodshot. He clenched his jaw and started taking long strides towards me.

Seeing him come dangerously close to me, I started shifting from my positing and moving back step by step.

My back hit the wall and now he was just inches away from me. I had got no escape and honestly I did not wish for an escape.

I wanted my answers.

Who am I to him?

"Ruhaan stop," I warned.

"I won't," he darkly whispered and pinned me against the wall single handedly, pressing his body into mine.

"I cannot keep warming your bed every night Ruhaan. I don't feel like a human anymore," I felt my eyes watering and my voice shaking as I boldly declared what was on my mind since last so many days.

I felt shattered and useless all the time. The reason was him. This relationship was draining me  emotionally.

His features softened a bit but it didn't last long. The moment he processed my words, he smashed his lips against mine, sucking my upper lip rather harshly. I knew it was a punishing kiss.

I didn't react to the kiss at all.
I could feel an adrenaline rush in my veins and in an impulse, I pushed him away with all my force.

His eyes started burning with rage and this sudden reaction of mine got him dumbstruck.

"This...," I pointed towards him and then at me with me index finger. "...has to stop," I affirmed in a wobbly voice.

"Why? Just because I haven't made our relationship status public?" he questioned taking me aback.

What?

But before I could reply, I saw his facial expressions showing signs  realisation of something.

He narrowed his eyes at me with suspicion and exclaimed. "Fuck! I should have known. You are just another gold digger. That's why you want this relationship to be announced in public so desperately," he ran his long slender fingers through his deep black hair and chuckled.

"I should have known...," he repeated to himself shaking his head repeatedly.

"I'm your wife, not your slave. I just want a break from us. I'm exhausted," tears rolled down my eyes.

"And I'm not a gold digger," I shouted.
Seeing this he let out a frustrated sigh.

"I'm sorry Ahaana...I'm not in the right state of mind right now. Please leave," he calmly tried to make me understand.

I was sobbing and my heart ached for some sort of emotional support. I cannot leave just because he told me to.

"You don't know me even a bit. I feel like a used tissue paper. You are just like any other man," I angrily spat while tears didn't stop flowing endlessly.

"I hate myself for existing," I mumbled to myself and fell down on the floor curling myself into a ball.

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Hey everyone!

So this was the real prologue of the book. I tried to make it long and not give away much of the story. 

What do you think about Ahaana and Ruhaan?

Isn't their relationship messed up?

Ruhaan is so bipolar and Ahaana so emotionally unstable.

We all know this relationship didn't work out but can you guess what caused the rift?

Let me know your guesses through your comments and please don't forget to vote and comment on this chapter.