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seasick

I scoff at the reply, laugh at myself of how my heart beat faster for first seconds when the notification come in. Thinking it was from her.

Then another message came in.

'For her safety, I'll block your number. So don't even try anymore.'

I throw the phone to the table and close my eyes. Safety my a$$.

You agreed on this Taehyung. You know it's for her safety.

My inner thoughts keep slapping me, reminded me of the painful break up. Or should I said, forced break up.

She's the love of my life. My first love and everything I could ask for. My fiancée and soon to be my wife. I could risk everything to spend my whole life with her. I'm in love with her and as long as we're together, everything doesn't matter. At least that's what I thought.

Then the nightmare comes. She was carrying my child at that moment, it was around the nineth months of her pregnancy. We're expecting the baby very soon, we were so happy but they decided to took her and our baby from me.

She got into an accident.

Or should I say, someone tried to kill them?

Luckily-I really thank God that someone was fast enough to call ambulance and the doctors managed to save them both.

So how they separated them from me?

Her family, who never like me from the very first place, blame it on me. They said, she got into accident because of me. My fame. My fans. The sasaeng.

So they wouldn't let her be with me.

But would she agree on this?

Of course no. If she remember me, she wouldn't let them separate us.

Yeah, she got permanent amnesia which makes her lose her memories from the last 3 years. Yeah, exactly how long we've been together. She forget everything we had. She forget about me and her son.

After the doctor managed to save our son, her family deliver him to me and told me to stay away from her for her own safety. They don't even want see our son. Their daughter's son. How cruel it was.

It was still fresh in my mind how she was so excited when we were deciding the baby names back then.

"Kim Jaehyung is the final! You can't change my mind, Tae." she keep pouting and whining to me so I would agree on her idea.

"Why you like that name so much?"

"Because it's the combination of our name. He's our love child anyway, there are half of us in him. So, Jae is from my name and Hyung is from yours."

Just if she know, our son have so many resemblances with her instead of me. Even though he's a man but he has her eyes, her smile, her cute nose. Every single thing of him remind me of her.

Time flashed and it has been 5 years since I saw her for the last time on the hospital bed. I heard that they sent her overseas for some therapy, or probably they just want widened the gap between us.

Jaehyung has been growing so well under me and his six uncles who loves him a lot. I was really thankful for having them around me. If I don't have them, I don't know if I would make it to this day.

"Appa! Appa!" Jaehyung comes running to me holding a piece of paper. "Uncle Joonie fall a sleep again while teaching me English. Now I'm getting all curious because he stopped half a way." He keep complaining, whining and pouting. I smile at him.

He's just like me, always curious of everything but his whining still remind me a lot of his mother.

"What is it, baby Jaehyung? What are you curious about?" I asked, take a peek at his paper.

"What this seasick meaning? Is that means the sea wasn't feeling good? The sea was sick?" He asked innocently and I keep silent for awhile before I play with his hair lovingly.

"Seasick.. is the feeling you have, when you feel sick caused by the motion of the ship at the sea."

"How does that feelings feel like? Do you ever feeling seasick?" He continue asked, furrowing his eyebrow.

"Yeah. I did. When I saw your mother for the last time before she leave and every time I think about her. When I miss her. It leaves me feeling seasick, baby."
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