BTS V Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Gray Rain (Get Lost Sequel)

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It's another typical midnight,
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Sitting on the back seat in their van, he lay his head back and close his eyes,
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Listening to the best background music,
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⠀⠀⠀Rain falls
⠀mostly in a drizzle;
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The skies looked sad, cover with dark clouds.
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⠀⠀⠀It was gray.
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He look out through their window,
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⠀⠀⠀Vividly, noticing the gray city, gray buildings, gray roads,
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⠀⠀⠀⠀gray rain,
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And his gray heart.
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He supposed to be happy now,
⠀He supposed to feel light now,
⠀⠀⠀He supposed to,
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But why all he feel was the opposite?
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He feel, sad, guilty, and just wrong.
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⠀TAEHYUNG POV
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FLASHBACK⌛
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“That's it, I knew she will do this.” Namjoon's irritated voice heard as I joined them
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“Who are you talking about, hyung?” I asked, completely left out.
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“Read this.” He reply coldly and left the scene.
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What's wrong with him?
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I took the magazine that he slam on the table, wondering what's the thing.
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In less than 30 seconds, I widened my eyes. She- She did what?
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“W-what's this?”
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“Are you dumb? Don't you realize she's trying to save you?” I'm sure it's Yoongi hyung, but I'm too busy in my mind to turn at them.
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I still stare at the magazine where she worked at. She really resigned?
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⠀⠀For me?
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“She give up her dream for you, I hope you're happy now, Taehyung.” Jin hyung said sarcastically and left the scene too.
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I know he's having crush on her, but he hold on his feeling because he know she likes me.
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But I don't expect, she will go this far.
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“I always have this question in my mind hyung, may I ask you?” Jungkook asked out of the blue.
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“Go ahead.”
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“You know that she likes you right?” He asked slowly and I took a deep breathe, closing my eyes and nodding.
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“Then why you still told her about you liking other girl when you know clearly it will hurt her?" He continue and I stare blankly at him.
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Right, why did I do that?
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If I didn't do that, she won't released those news, and she will still be a writer, why the fck did I d-
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“Because Taehyung wanted to makes her jealous, what else?!”
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Namjoon hyung entered the scene again while gulping a glass that filled with beer.
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“W-WHAT? N-No!!!" I laughed. "Why I wanted to makes her jealous?" Namjoon hyung is smart, but he makes no sense this time.
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“You like her, Tae. Why don't you admit it?”
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I can't believe.

I turn to Jimin who sitting quietly beside me since the beginning, what he just said?
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“Whoa, Jimin. Are you crazy? You know totally I'm having crush on Jo-”
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“You just adore her as a fan Taetae. The one who you really love is-”
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“STOP!” I cut him and quickly stood up.

All of them start to talking non sense. I have to leave.
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“Don't put up reasons to defend her just because all of you like her. Hey, I'm your group member, not her. And I'm not the one who makes her left, I-”
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“You're nobody to me. Please just get lost.” Jin hyung came back in the scene and smirking at me.
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“You don't remember that? Very funny, Taehyung." He laughed, but I can sense anger from his tone.
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No, I do remember hyung. The moment I said those word, how I wish I never did.
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Her crying face still fresh in my mind and it keep haunting me like mad.
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Jin hyung tried to call her earlier, but it's not active. Where she is now? Why do I started to feel worry?
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Suddenly our van stopped at the red traffic light. I saw people passing by with umbrellas.
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"Huh. Those people doesn't know how to dancing under the rain." I thought and smile.
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Then when I'm about to close my eyes, I remember something.
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That line sounds so familiar.
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Gasping, it's the first thing I did when I remember she's the one who told me about dancing under the rain.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀“You know what I like about rain?" She asked and I just shake my head.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"It's calming me. Everything about rain is good. Look at those people.” She said pointing at people. “Those people doesn't know how to dancing under the rain, including you.”
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀“What's that mean? I still dislike rain. It makes me wet." I asked back.
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀“Later. One day I will makes you understand what so fun about raining.” she said and smiling warmly at me as we continue walk under an umbrella.
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I didn't understand what does it means at that time, and I still don't understand it until now.
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I guess I'll never know about it then, since I lost her,
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⠀⠀⠀⠀Forever.