BTS V Oneshots 《COMPILATION》✓

Imagination

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Oh, there she goes again. Every morning is the same. She walk on by my house, I wanna call out her name.
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"Hyemi."
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She stopped on her track and turn to me smiling beautifully.
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Without hesitate, I walked to her and shower her with my smile. The smile that I only wear when I'm with her.
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"What's up, Tae?" Her sweet voice always able to makes my heart flutter in a very mysterious way.
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"Nothing, I just wanna tell you how beautiful you are from where I'm standing." I said, stroking her hair, earning smile from her.
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I was about to lean in and peck her forehead, but she faded away before my eyes makes me drop my smile.
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"Not again." Messed up with my hair, I continue walk to my living room and there she goes again.
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I can clearly see her sitting on that mattress where we used to lay together. She was smiling at me and about to feed me the strawberry that I love, but of course I love her more.
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"You need to stop, Kim Taehyung." I told my self before get up, grab my car key, and heading out from my house, which used to be our home sweet home.
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I need to see her.
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The green views and warm air of spring hit my face as I walk out from the car. I let out a deep sigh as I continue this familiar path to her. With a bucket of her favorite flowers, I walk slowly until I see her grave.
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"Hello, Hyemi. I'm here again." I put up a smile before squat down to place the flower leaning to the stones with her name craving beautifully.
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"Hyemi, I tried but I can't stop craving for you. You don't know it but it's true. Why did you left so early? Why did you left when I still can't get my mouth to say the words they wanna say to you? I need to tell you how I feel when I see us together forever, but... you left, too soon!" I give up on my knees and end up kneeling in front of her.
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"In my dreams, you're with me. We'll be everything I want us to be. We walk, we laugh, we spend our time walking by the ocean side. Our hands are gently interwined. That's just a feeling that I can't describe. But why I didn't realize it sooner?!! All this time we spent alone, thinking we could not belong to something so damn beautiful! I hate my self for wasting my time! Can you hear me, Hyemi?!?!"
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In this condition, I don't even care anymore if anyone see me crying and talking like a mad person to someone who already dead. I'm too hurting to care about what others think about me. I know I need to get over her and move on, but I just can't.
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"I keep seeing you everyday. I keep hearing your voice. I keep dreaming of you accept my confession that night, maybe that will be the night that we kiss for the first time, or is that just me and my imagination?"
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“Even if that was an imagination, I wish I could live there forever, in my imagination.”

Theme Song: Imagination by Shawn Mendes -