Sam POV
"Can I talk to you?" great what did I do now
"Sure" we go to Colby's car, even though we were just at mine. Colby motions me to get into his car, I do what he asks, once we are both in his car, I ask
"why did you wanna talk to me?"
"Sam, I'm worried for you, ever since Tender Greens, you've been acting strange around the Trap house and Brennen, I want to know what's up?"
"Nothing is up, I just hadn't been feeling well"
"for fuck sake Sam I can tell you're lying"
"Colby... It doesn't matter, im okay"
"Fine then"
"Can I go now?"
"Sure" I get out of his car, phew that was a close one, I hop into my car, I insert they key and head to the traphouse.
*Ding* its from the trap house chat
JackFrost: Yo where are you Blondie?
S: On my way home, Why?
JackFrost: Because I'm craving Reese right now
S: Okay, I'll make sure I drive extra slow
Airbud: W.O.W Torturer
S: Uh huh, I don't wanna get a ticket meet you guys at home
Airbud: See ya
JackFrost: Cya
I put my phone down, thank god I didn't get caught or else I would be in a lot of trouble, I get to the trap house and go inside, everyone is sitting on the couch, "Come take a seat Sam" Says Colby, great more attention, instead of going to sit down, I bolt upstairs to my room and lock it, i'm not ready to deal with them, there's a knock at my door, "Can I come in?"
"Go away Colby"
"FINE" he stomps downstairs, did I hurt him? I instantly regret everything I do, I instantly regret not killing myself in high school like I planned, but no, I met Colby the day before I was going to do it and I decided to stay alive for him, my parents already kicked me out of the house for cutting and I basically lived in that abandoned warehouse for two years before Colby and I met and he let me live in his apartment with him. I don't know how much longer I can live in this Toxic world, everyone hates me and I know it but they don't show it and that's what hurts me the most, I decided I'm giving myself a month and then its over, one more month in this Toxic world, just one more.
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I cant breathe// Sam Golbach (ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHUR NOTICE)
FanfictionI saw all the good times I had with the trap house, I saw all the good times I had with Colby, I saw all the good times I had with Blue. They didn't know this was happening, until I heard a knock on my door, "Sam you okay?" I couldn't respond, I was...
