I cant breathe// Sam Golbach (ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHUR NOTICE)

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Colby POV

Why is Sam acting like an asshole? i question myself but i can think of an answer, ever since Tender Greens he's been acting so strange, its almost like he doesn't wanna be here anymore, i quickly grab my phone and text Brennen:

C-Colby B-Brennen

C- Hey dude

B- WHATS UP?!?!?

C- Nothing much

B- Sameeee

C- I actually got a question

B- Yea?

C- Have you noticed Sam's behaviour around you?

B- Of course i do, and it really hurts me, i actually thought me and him could be friends

C- Same... Maybe hes just jealous because i got other friends then just him

B- Is he worth it though?

C- What do you mean?

B- Think about it dude, everytime im around him he snaps at us and everytime you guys are together alone, it like nothing even happened between you two until i get there, hes just using you Colby

C- Maybe your right, maybe he is just using me, wow how didnt i even notice?

B- Dude no offense, but you are blind sometimes, like literally you forgot you koala here

C- I DID?!?!?

B- Yup, its still on my couch, you can come get it tommorrow when we film

C- Thanks dude, alright ima go lie down, talk to you later Brennen

B- Talk to you later!

i put my phone down, im trying to process what had just happened, Brennen is right! Sam is just using me, hes not even my best friend anymore, i am so mad because i just figured this out and i cant believe it, hes just using me, hes using me for money, THAT LITTLE WHORE, now im really mad, i storm up to his room and i break down his door

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?" I yell at him

"What?"

"STOP PLAYING DUMB BLONDIE, I KNOW YOURE JUST USING ME FOR MONEY"

"WHO TOLD YOU THAT?!?!"

"I JUST REALIZED IT"

"YOUR SO FUCKING WRONG COLBY"

"I DONT NEED YOU, OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER, YOU LITTLE WHORE" I storm out of his room and slam his door shut, i am now so tired because i was yelling soo much, i go to my room and just flop onto my bed, immediatley passing out.

Sam POV
"I DONT NEED YOU, OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER, YOU LITTLE WHORE" After Colby says that he storms out of my room, slamming my door shut, i just sit there and let tears roll down my face, i cannot process this, what did i do wrong?

you did everything wrong

you let Colby into your life

you let Brennen take him away from you

"i know" i mumble to myself, im such a bad person/son/friend, why am i still alive? i said im giving myself a month, but do i really need a month? well... i mean, i do still wanna try and live ny best life before my one month is over so yes i do need one month, i put my head phones in and start listening to music, after all this crying i kinda crave food, i take off my headphones and head downstairs to get a slice of apple pie, i head back upstairs and i run into Colby,

"Fattie" he whispers to me, and i know thats  the truth, so i let it in and i just go to my room as fast as i can and and lock my door, after i finish my pie i instantly fall alseep.