I cant breathe// Sam Golbach (ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHUR NOTICE)

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Sam POV

I wake up to my alarm, i check the time, 10:32 am, i groaned, great another horrible day comes my way, i get up and start getting dressed, i wear my black ripped jeans and a black hoodie, to hide my cuts.

i go downstairs and get some water, i dont need food im fat enough already, i go on my phone and i notice i got a text from Colby

C-Colby S-Sam

C: hey bro,

S: hey

C: wanna make a video today for the sam and colby channel?

S: sure

C: Great! i'll come home to get you

S: wait, where are you?

C: i was with brennen

S: oh, well my toast is done text me when your here

C: okay, see you soon

I put down my phone, he's with Brennen again huh? ever since we moved to Los Angeles, Colby has been spending time wit this Brennen dude, which for some reason ticks me off, everyday Colby is either say to me he's going to Brennens or he's texting it, and everytime, i act like i don't care, but the truth is, its hurts me when he doesn't hang with me, the only time we spend time together is making youtube videos, or him asking me to be in one of his videos, and i'm on a break from all social media, i just can't take the hate lately

*ding* i see who its from, its Colby

C: i'm here man

S: i'm coming

i go outside, and i see colby's red car, i notice that he's not alone in the car, God Dammit Brennen, i decide that Brennen can replace me, i go and knock on Colby's car window.

"Yea man?"

"i'm not feeling well now, you can still film the video, Brennen can replace me" 

"Are you sure?" 

"yep"

"is that okay with you Brennen?" 

"Yup" he says

"okay Sam take care"

"yeah thanks Colby"

he drives off while i head inside, i close the door, no one else is home i just realized, nows my chance, i head to the bathroom, and open my drawer.