"Good job guys." Irene says as we drive back home from the show.
We get home and jyp is there waiting for us.
"Girls. I'm here to give you your money to go and get your clothes." He says as he hands us our money.
"Thank you so much." Irene says and we all bow to him.
We all head back to the van. We drive to the mall and partner up to go and shop.
Ava, Jimin and I go together since we wanted to go to most of the same stores.
My plan is to get two pairs of jeans, a pair of shorts, a couple shirts, and hoodies ofc.
"We will earn more money in the future so buy what we need now and what you want later." I remind them and they nod.
After our shopping spree we head home.
We walk to our rooms and place our things in its appropriate places.
"Dinner is going to be ready soon." Chan announces from the kitchen and Jimin and Mia run to help him.
I change into my new clothes and grab my bag.
"I'm going to the company, don't wait for me to start dinner." I say walking out the door.
(3rd person pov)
"Is she always gone?" Chan asks one on the girls.
"Sadly yeah. She produces most of our songs but still insist it's done by 3am even if we don't help at all. Not to mention she choreographs them as well." Jimin explains.
"Why don't you have her stay?" He questions again.
"There's no point. She'll only get mad or produce here. She's either working, reading, or talking no in between." She giggles a little.
"Did she sleep at the company yesterday?" Curiosity getting the best of him.
"Again no. She never sleeps. Even when we lived in the dorm she had to take medication for her to even sleep a couple hours. And our situation just made it worst. I dont think shes slept in days." She sighs.
(Hazel pov)
I just finished my 2nd song and I'm starting on my 3rd. I need Ava to write lyrics for the songs then I can choreograph.
We need 2 more songs for the album to be complete. And I'm hoping they can be done in the next 72 hours.
I crack my neck as I take a sip of my coffee I got on the way here.
I continue to work until I mentally can't anymore. Then I choreograph until I physically can't anymore.
I haven't slept for two days and I don't plan on sleeping for another two days. Not when I'm this close to being done. I'll sleep when the album's done.
I continue to work until I hear the door open.
"You need to go to sleep. You've been here for 4 hours. You can work tomorrow." He says and I furrow my eye brows.
"Since when did you care that I'm awake. And shouldn't you be asleep or producing." I say looking back at my laptop.
He sighs as he walks over to sit in the seat across from me.
"Fine. Don't wanna sleep then tell me why. Why can't you sleep?" He asks and I look over my laptop. No one has asked me that, not since Seungmin.
"Converstaion for another time." I say avoiding eye contact.
"Tell me or I'll ask Seungmin." He says and I gulp. I slowly close my laptop.
"Umm, why so interested?" I nervously chuckle.
"You haven't slept in two days and that's kinda concerning for a leader. Even if your not in my group." He says.
"Well it's kinda personal..." I trail off. Then I feel his hand on mine.
My eyes water a little at the thought of it.
"Please, I don't want to talk about it." I say and he stands up.
"Come here." He says and I stand up and hug him. Tears fall from my eyes.
"I've got you, it's okay." He mumbles, his chin on my head.
"You don't have to tell me." He says and I nod.
After a little we separate.
"Sit down please." I say and he sits down across from me on the floor.
"It was when I was little..." I explain and his eyes focused on mine. His mind taking in every word.
"I couldn't sleep knowing that it could happen again." More tears fall from my eyes. His hand touch my face as he wipes the tears away.
He hugs me again and for a while we sit there in comforting silence.
"I'm sorry about this. I normally don't talk to people about this, your the third person I've told. But something about you made me feel safe. Like I could trust you." I say and he hugs me tighter.
"You can talk to me anytime. No matter where, what time, you can talk to me." He says and I nod my head in his chest.
"I almost forgot." He say removing one of his hands and searching through his pocket. He pulls out a small white container.
"Jimin told me about it, I thought they could help." He says handing it to me. Sleeping pills.
"What'd I do to deserve a friend like you." I say and he smiles.
"I'm happy were friends." He says.
"Well I feel that you skipped over friend to best friend. I've literally have only told Seungmin and Ava that story. And you see how close I am with them." I say and he smile even more.
"I'm happy to hear that." He says and we both stand up.
"Pack your things up so we can go home." He says and I nod grabbing all my things. I put my stuff in a bag and sling it over my shoulder.
"Lets go." I say and we walk out. We take the elevator down to the bottom floor and walk home.
"What about you?" I ask and he looks at me.
"What?"
"You may sleep more than me but you still don't sleep alot, what's your reason?" I ask and he shrugs.
"I have insomnia. Ever since I was a trainee I've had trouble sleeping. I usually get two maybe three or four hours if I'm lucky." He says and I shake my head.
"I'm going to make you a deal." I say.
"Sure, what is it?" He asks.
"If I go to bed early, you have to go to bed early as well. We will both take a sleeping pill." I say.
"Okay."
"And we have to be home by 3am. No later. And can't go back in until 8." I say.
"Okay, deal." He says.
"Pinkie promise." I say holding my smallest finger out to him.
"Pinky promise." He smiles locking his finger with mine.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)
