Down Fall...

Chapter 29

"Sorry? If anything I should be saying sorry." He scoffs.

"No, this isn't right. Meet me at my studio. 5th floor, my name is on the door. I'll wait for you." I say.

"Okay, I'll be there shortly." He says and we hang up.

I put my phone down and move my bag from the couch to the floor. I turn back to my computer as I wait. It make look like I'm working at first glance, but really I'm shaking. What am I going to say, or do? I question myself. Maybe this is a bad idea.

Thoughts run through my head. They pause the second I hear a knock at the door. I take a deep breath in and out.

"Come in." I say and turn around in my chair.

"Hi." He says awkwardly.

"Hi." I say back.

"Here take a seat." I say standing and gesturing to the couch. He walks over and sits down well I shut the door.

I turn around and face him. His eyes are puffy and red. He has bags under his eyes from lack of sleep. His hairs a mess and all I want to do is comfort him. But I don't know how he'll react.

"I'm sorry." He broke the silence.

"I put my dream and job before you. Then got mad at you for it when you didn't agree with me." He says looking down. I walk over and sit in my chair facing him.

"I'm sorry I made it worst. All I did was act stubborn and scream at you first." I say and he shake his head.

"You had the right to react that way, I didn't." He say looking away from me.

"I shouldn't have stepped out of line. It's my fault, please accept my apology." I say.

"I should be asking you that. But I do. I did the second I stormed out of that room." He says and I look up at him. His eyes glisten.

"I accept your apology as well. I never thought you should have apologized in the first place. It was my fault." I say.

"So can we put this behind us and start to see more of each other again?" I ask.

"In what way?" He asks. It takes me a second to process.

"I haven't been able to do anything every since you left. My heart was shattered. I've never stopped loving you, Hazel." He says looking at me. I pull at the strings of my ripped jeans well looking down.

"You didn't answer me." He say and I look at him.

"In what way?" He asks again. Hope at the back of his eyes. Hoping I'll say I want to be with him forever. But I don't know how to feel. I love him yes but just got my job back. And to be honest I'm scared to lose him again. To fall harder then the first time. That what I feel and wish I could say.

"I don't know." I say and look back down to my lap.

"I love you, I have no doubt in my mind about it. But what if history repeats itself and I lose you again. I would feel dumb for making my decision now." I say and he nods.

"I understand, but please just listen to me. If we got back together and jyp finds out and kicks us from the company. I wouldn't care at this point. As long as I'm with with you." He says and I glance up at him.

"What would we do then? We both are foreigners." I say.

"We could move to Australia. My parents have a lake house they use twice a year we could stay at. I would get a job and save up for a house of our own. We could live our lives together." He says.

"What about my parents?" I ask.

"We can visit them too. Hell they could stay with us if they want to." He says.

"Any more question or can I kiss you now?" He says and I smile.

He stands up and walks over to me. He leans down and lifts my chin with his finger. He waste no time to press our lips together.

I kiss back and wrap my arms around his neck.

He pulls away and my eyes remain close seconds after.

"I should probably get back to work." He says eyes peering down at mine.

"It can wait." I say pushing my lips agents his once again. Not as lightly as last time. I stand up and we walk back to the couch. He sits down and I straddle myself on his lap before reconnecting our lips.

This is all that matters right now.