I got home late that night. I got back to the house around 4 but I promise you I was put of the building by 3.
I take my sleeping pill before walking back to my room and laying in my bed. I didn't even bother to change or take my ear buds out.
Zzz...
I woke up at 5. I scratch my head thinking. I place my things down finally and rub my ear since they hurt from sleeping with my ear buds in.
I walk to the kitchen a make myself a cup of coffee. As I do in startled by two arms wrapping around my waist.
"I know you want to be left alone and you will be... for now." He say and a smile forms slightly.
"I made plans for a date tonight so I'll pick you up from the company I'm guessing." He say and I sip my coffee before turning around to face him.
"And you don't have to dress up since no one else will see you but me." He say and I smile.
"I'm sorry I've been pushing you away these past few days. It's just been hard on the girls and I." I say.
"And I understand completely." He say looking lovingly into my eyes.
I move up and kiss his lips. I wrap my arms around his neck. I haven't done this in what feels like forever.
I pull away and look back into his eyes.
"Thank you." I say. He smiles and I smile back. I turn back around to grab my coffee of the counter and walk into the living room. I sit on the couch as I watch TV.
A few hours later the other girls get up.
"Ava, I need you to write lyrics." I whine as she walks past.
"I need to go to school." She whines back at me as the girl younger girls walk out of the house.
"When they get back from school we have to meet with Jyp so he can check out the new album." Jimin walks by.
"But I don't have lyrics to all of them yet." I plead.
"He just wants to hear the title track." She says and I sigh.
Later that evening....
I've been sitting in this practice room forever. His words still ringing in my head.
"The lyrics are good but I don't like the song itself. Maybe try using more low sounds or slowlying the tempo." He criticized.
And I've been working on doing that ever since. Why did I want to be an idol again. I would have been easier to stay in New York and run the bakery. But even that's gone now.
"Hello~" he sings walking through the door.
"You ready?" He asks and I nod. I place all my things into my bag and follow him out of the building.
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"I've set up a place for us. Right down there." He say and I follow with my eyes the direction he's pointing.
I look to see a blanket and basket in the field. I look back at him before pulling him along.
"So Jimin helped but I mostly made dinner." He scratches his nape.
We sit down and talk. Not about work or drama going on but about each other.
"So was Australia like?" I ask.
"It was home I guess. I mean I think about it every now and then. I really do miss it." He say and I hold his hand.
"I understand. Leaving New York was so hard for me. I can only imagine what you feel." I say and he nods.
"What about friends. Did you have any girlfriend when you were little?" I ask.
"Jeasous already?" He asks and I hit his shoulder laughing.
"What I can't ask?" I say.
"Your my second girlfriend. Ever." He says and I look at him.
"You're lying. How? Your face is so pretty and perfect." I say and he laughs.
"Alot of girls would ask me out but I never was interested in them. Scared of heart break." He says and I rub the back of his hand with my thumb.
"I don't plan on leaving anytime soon." I say.
"Good." He says and he starts to stand up. He then gets down on one knee.
"Chan? What are you doing?" I ask as he pulls a small box from his pocket.
"Don't worry I'm not proposing." He says.
"Good. Not like I don't want to marry you just it's to early." I stutter out and he smiles his beautiful smile.
"Hazel, with this ring I ask you to be mine. A promise ring." He says and I cover my mouth. Tear brimming.
"Will you be mine?" He asks and I nod hugging him.
"Yes, yes, thousand times yes." I say and he hugs me back. He then take my left hand and places the ring on my middle finger.
"I love yo-" he gets out before I kiss him.
With this ring I promise to love you forever.
Promise.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)