It's nearly 3am. I wanna keep working but I wanna keep my promise. I also said that I would forget about it. Uhh...
I sit in my chair and continue to work. When it reaches 3am he says something.
"Hey it's 3am, we should head back." He says and I look up at him.
"Your keeping the promise?" I asked.
"I said I'll forget about it." I say.
"Well you also said it wouldn't be hard. I do want you to sleep so let's go. Also I can't have you commit a murder suicide." He says and I laugh. I grab my things and we head out.
We walk home. When we enter we try to quiet as I walk into my room to get my sleeping pills. I set my stuff on my bed and grab the pills.
I walk back out and into the kitchen.
"Here." I say handing him his pill. I take mine and drink my water.
He does the same.
"Okay open." I say and he opens his mouth to prove he took it.
"And your hand." I say and he shows me.
"What about you open your mouth and show me your hands." He says and I do.
"Feel better?" I say and he smile. I look at his eyes before flicking down to his smile. I can feel my cheeks heat up as I imagine many things.
"Hazel you okay?" He asks.
"Yeah I'm fine." I say looking back up into his eyes again.
This time we just stare at each others eyes with the occasional glance down at each others lips. The space between us seems to be getting smaller and smaller. But I can't, not yet.
I grab the glass behind him and dump the water out. I then take my glass and pour it out as well before cleaning them.
He sighs.
"I should be heading to bed." I say.
"Yeah, right." He says, almost disappointed.
"Goodnight." I say walking past him.
"Goodnight." He says weakly behind me.
I walk to my bed and lay down. I start to think of what would have happened if we were to kiss. Would we have ended up dating? Would he confess? Would I confess? Do I actually like him? I start to question myself. But after feeling my heart race, and thinking more about it I realize. I like him. I eventually fall asleep.
Zzz...
I wake up and it 6am. I got a little more sleep. Wow.
I sit up only to see the door slam open and Seungmin run in.
"Best friend. You. Me. Arcade. Then ice cream. Now." He says and I giggle.
"Can I get ready first?" I ask and he nods.
"Okay but hurry." He says and I stand up. I grab my ripped jeans and a striped shirt. I go and take a shower before getting dressed. I walk back to my room and put socks and the shoes Seungmin got me. I grab my phone and ear buds before walking out.
"Ready?" He asks and I nod.
"We're going out. Be back later!" I say and I just here a grunt from Chan sitting on the couch.
We walk out and down to the arcade we used to go to as trainees.
"Okay I'll make you a deal. We play just dance and the loser as to pay for ice cream." I say.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)