It's been a couple days since the break up and I think I'm doing well for myself. I've been working on writing a couple solo songs for the girls and I.
"I'm off to the company." I say.
"Have fun." Irene says back and I walk out. Since our dorm is alot farther than our old one Jimin is allowing me to take the car.
I sit in the driver's seat and close the door. I buckle up and put the key in. As I turn it the car comes to life.
I pull out of the parking spot and drive to the company. I arrive and park in the back with all the vans and other cars.
I step out and go inside up to my practice room.
"Okay." I say cracking my fingers and getting to work. I'm working on a solo song for Aiden and a solo song for me.
Aidens is called "Sweet 16" since she turned 16 this year.
And mine is called "If only you knew" and yes it's helping me cope with my break up. It was really easy to write. In fact I wrote lyrics before the actual song. Just any emotion I felt I would write down and turn it into song lyrics.
Tonight I'm finishing the very last part of the songs before choreographing them, or at least mine. I'm going to work with Aiden tomorrow for hers.
"So let's get moving." I say to myself as I plug my laptop in to play the song.
And after staying at the company for 8 hours I finish the whole thing.
"Your still here?" Aiden walks in.
"Are you ready to work on your song?" I ask and she just nods. There's no point in trying to get me sleep. I've only slept 4 hours in the last 5 days. I've thrown my pills away. To many memories. Jimin can drug my food if she wants me to sleep.
"Lets go." I say and for the next 4 hours we finish her choreography.
"Your going to go big." I say and she nods.
"You think I could rent a studio out to record the song?" I asks and she nods.
"Lets show them to jyp then see if he can get one for us." I say and she follows me up to his office.
"Sir I know this is on late notice but I finished two songs and I would love for you to hear them." I say and he nods his head. I play him the two songs and he his face reads approval.
"There amazing Hazel, Fantasic job. There a studio open on the 2nd floor you can use. Studio D." He says and I nod running out with Aiden.
We run to the studio and she heads into the booth. She reads the lyrics off my phone as she sings the song. After a hour or so we switch.
I step in the booth and sing my song as well. And a couple hours later, we did it.
I run out and hug Aiden.
"We should head home. I have school tomorrow." She says and I nod. We gather our belongings and head back down to the car. I drive us home.
"Guess who has a solo song finished!" I say barging in.
"We do!" We say in sync.
"Good for you." Chae says walking past us to the kitchen.
"Irene can you text jyp and tell him I have ideas for our music videos." I say.
"Yeah." I hear from the other room.
I walk back to my room and lay on my bed. And eventually fall asleep.
Zzz...
I wake up and dark out. I check my phone and it's almost 11. I walk out into the living room to see all the girls bundled together on the couch.
"What are you guys doing?" I ask.
"Watching a horror movie." Jimin says.
"Dont some of you have school tomorrow?" I say and maknaes nod.
"Go to sleep." I say and they stand up and go off to bed.
"Wanna watch it with us?" Jimin asks and I shake my head.
"I'm going to try to sleep." I say.
"That's the first." She replys and I mock her.
"Oh Hazel, Jyp wants to meet tomorrow to talk about music video ideas. He'll talk to Aiden a separate time." She says and I nod.
I walk into the kitchen and get a cup of water. I chug it all down before walking back to my room.
I lay back on my bed and try to sleep. I lay there and toss and turn for a while trying to sleep. But all the thoughts for work is running through my head. With him occasionally popping into my head. I sigh not being able to sleep.
I get up and head off to work. I have nothing better to do.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)
