"And here is your key." My new manager says handing me the key to my new dorm. I walk in and look around the plain room. There wasn't much but I had a place to stay.
"Thank you." I say as she walks away.
I step inside and go to my room. I sit on my bed as stare at the blank walls.
I start to unpack my things and make it feel more full. I hang my clothes up and set my trophies on a shelf.
I look around and see how much better the room looks. I lay on my bed and think.
I have to apologize to so many people. The first thing that came to my mind.
I grab my phone and call Mae.
"Omg Hazel where did you go?" She shouts.
"I go a place of my own." I say.
"I'm sorry I left suddenly but I had a change of heart." I say.
"Well I hope you have a good life. Don't forget me." Mae says and hangs up. I look at my phone and sigh before calling Seungmin.
"Hey." Is what he says.
"Hey, look I'm sorry for scarring you like that." I say.
"Well where are you now?" He asks.
"I talked to jyp and I'm becoming a solo artist. I'm at my new dorm." I say.
"Well we need to make plans to meet up eventually. I need to see your face." He says and I smile.
"I miss you too. I'm so sorry." I say again.
"You need to tell that to Ava, hold on." He says and I hear shuffling.
"Hello?" I hear a female voice.
"Ava, hi." I say.
"Hazel?... where are you? Are you Okay? Do I need to go get you?" She starts to painic.
"Ava, Ava, I'm fine. I talked to jyp and I'm going to debute as a solo artist. I'm at my new dorm." I explain.
And for the next hour I call people and apologize. I explain my situation to them and make plans to meet up with a few. I finish and set my phone down.
I lay back on my bed and think of what I did. I screwed up and I'm going to have to make up for it.
I lay there and think until dawn.
The next day I hear a knock on the door. I stand up and walk over to it. I open the door and I'm greeted with hugs.
"Don't do that again!" Ava yells and me and I smile and nod.
"Please, we need to catch up." Seungmin says and I nod.
"I'm sorry. I was dumb and hurt." I say and they nod.
"Let us in so we can bake cookies." Seungmin say and walks back out to pick up a bag.
We head to the kitchen and start to make our cookies.
"Now we have 45 minuets to kill." Ava says washing the dough off her hands.
"We could watch tv?" I suggest and we walk to the couch. We sit and watch tv for a while until we get bored.
"I'm bored. Hazel, explain what you did these past two weeks." Ava says turning off the tv.
"Well I snuck out and met Mae. She invited me to a party and I ended up staying with her. We would party every single night and I don't remember most of them. I met some of her friends and got to know them as well. I had hangovers for days." I end and they nod.
"Did you see anyone else?" Seungmin asks and I tilt my head.
"Um.. not romantically." I say and they oh.
"Did you lose your virginity?" Ava asks and I squint my eyes at her.
"You're two years younger than me. Why would I tell you?" I say. Her eyes brighten.
"You did!" She screams and jumps up.
"Can you even remember his name?" Seungmin asks.
"Um.. It was min something." I say thinking.
"We should check on the cookies." Seungmin stands up and walks to the kitchen.
We follow behind him.
"You okay?" I question his strange behavior.
"It's just, Chan is crying day and night over you. And you lose your virginity to someone else." He says and pause.
"Do you ever think I was drunk when it happened. Also the reason why I was drunk. My group just disbanded after I refused an offer, my boyfriend broke up with me, and my group lost a member over her sexuality." I say.
"He was one of the reasons I left and got drunk even though I knew in the morning it would come back to punch me in the face." I say and bite my lower lip.
"We just have our different ways of coping." I finish and he nods.
"I'm sorry, I just hate seeing him on the couch a mess everyday. And when I come to see you you're so happy." He says and I hug him.
"I forgive you." I say.
"Guys, i think we burned the cookies." Ava says and we rush to get them out of the oven.
"I have ice cream in the freezer. Maybe it'll make them taste better." I say and we laugh.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)
