"Where to start." I say. It's only 5 but I'm writing my letter to Chan. I can't really speak properly around him much anymore after he gave me his hoodie so this is the best way.
I spend the next two hours perfecting a simple poem. I hope he likes it.(I'm dumb or whatever so any simple love poem you like you can think of it)
I finish it and put it in the front pocket of my bag. I grab my bag and pack my stuff.
"I'm going to the company." I say as I walk to the front door.
"Wait I'll go to." He says and I stand there as he gets his things together.
"Be back late!" I say and we walk out.
We walk to the company and head to his studio.
"So what did you and Seungmin do today?" He asks.
"We went to the arcade and then ice cream like old times." I say.
"Old times?" He asks again.
"We used to hang out alot as trainees. We're regulars at the ice cream shop down the road. If we walk in the know us by name and our top 3 favorite flavors." I giggle to myself.
"That sounds like fun." Hints of hurt in his voice.
"I can take you sometimes if you wanna." I say.
"Sure. That'll be nice." He says and we get to work.
We sat in silence as we worked but I didn't do much. I finished the song I was working on yesterday and only have a song left to produce but can't get it started. I keep looking at him and glancing down at my bag. I'm nervous and if he looked at me he would be able to tell.
"Wanna go on Vlive with me?" He asks out of the blue shaking me from my thoughts.
"Sure." I say setting my stuff down. I walk out of frame as he gets insomnia ready to play for his intro.
He hits play as he starts the live.
"Hello everyone." He says.
"Today I have a special guest." He says and and turns the music down.
"She just debuted a couple weeks ago or so." He says dripping hints.
"Its Hazel from Nothing Special." He says and I walk in and sit in the chair behind him.
"Hello everyone." I say.
"Yes I'm with the lovely Ms. Hazel." He says and I smile.
"So care to explain your song lyrics or any behind the scenes facts with us." He says searching my album up.
"Um well it was one of the first songs I've ever wrote. It took a total of 12 hours to produce and 3 hours to write lyrics for." I say and try think of some more.
"Let's listen shall we." He says as he pressed play.
We listen to it and I rap along to my part.
We stay on live for another 40 minuets or so until he decides to end it.
"Bye~" he says and we pose as he ends the live.
"That was fun." I say and he smiles.
"Glad it was." He says and we get back to work. It's only 1am but I can't wait any longer. I pull the note from my bag. I pack my things up and put my bag over my shoulder.
"I'm gonna head home." I say and he nods.
"You sure you don't wanna stay until three?" He asks and I shake my head.
"You can stay and work. If I'm asleep then just take a pill, I trust you." I say and he smiles lightly.
"Well see you at home." I say and I drop the letter on his key board before running down the hall. I get in the elevator and down to the front door. I start to speed walk out of the building and home.
As I walk I hear my name behind me. I turn around. He running towards me.
"Chan-" I was cut off by his smashing his lips into mine. His hand of my cheeks as he kisses me. My arms find there way around his neck. As he kisses me I lose all sense. I go numb. The only thing I feel is him. I'm floating.
After a couple minuets he parts to breathe.
"I love you too." He says and I smile before kissing him again.
"I thought you didn't like me like this." He pants.
"Why is that?" I question the boy.
"Last time we were going to kiss you avoided me." He states.
"Well I was scared. I talk to Seungmin and he said I should write you the letter." I say and he smiles.
"So you don't like Seungmin more than a friend?" He asks.
"I love him as a best friend, but you as more." I say giving him one more peck.
"You can kiss me whenever now." I say.
"Then be prepared." He says and I smile.
"But keep it secret. We gotta keep our jobs remember that before you kiss me." I tell him.
"Like now." He says kissing me again. The sexual tension was real.
And we went home to cuddle on the couch. And for the first time in years, I fell asleep with out a pill.
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Down Fall...
Fanfiction"Why want what you can't have?" "Why not?" (Unedited story I wrote in 2019... scary)
