Don't bite off a man's nose and give him a rose to smell.
I gave my heart to you and for a while things went well
The sudden feeling of fight or flight made life hell!
Like trash you were thrown away
By your people who are your blood, your real family!
Yet I was the one that begged you to stay
My people who are my blood made you part of our family
You say you are grateful and forever in our dept
Yet towards my brother you act hateful and away from me he was kept!
You searched high and low looking for a working man
You wanted to show that you are willing and can
Every opportunity we hailed
Life made sure you failed.
Together we would cook, sing, and dance
Of the little there were, we grabbed every chance
We were soaring on cloud nine!
But we should have taken the height as a sign
With our love for each other we were enchanted
With broken hearts we are haunted
Our love a perfect ecstasy
Hit hard by reality.
Things shouldn't have ended this way!
Yet I couldn't handle life's gameplay!
I couldn't handle the fact that life was getting us under!
Our pain continuously roaring like thunder!
I never meant to break your heart
And I wish that we could hit 'restart'
But life is cruel
And gets down a fool
In this pool of tears
I show all my fears
You knew I loved you!
And for the sake of your happiness there's nothing I won't do
I tore out your heart
And broke us apart
For temporary pain
Is a better gain
Than living an insufferable life!
Pain and burden cutting through your flesh like a knife!
I have told you multiple times that I want to be with you
But then I completely withdrew
Never to hurt or to bruise
Never to lie or misuse
I have told you multiple times that with you I only want to be
to be happy, loved and free
I have told you multiple times that you I love
Our hands fit in each others like a glove
Please don't hate me!
I hope that one day you'll see
That I was only looking out for you
And that my apologies are true!
Hurting you, hurt me more the you will ever know
And this goes to show...
If you love something let it go.
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Mysteries of myself
PoesiaPoems and random thoughts and feelings I have sometimes. I have poems of other poets in here too. I wrote who the poet is with his/her poem! I am only human (unfortunately) therefor I do make a spelling mistake/typo or two, so please feel free to co...
