They say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all
Love comes in different shapes and sizes
Sometimes our love for someone is BIG and sometimes it's small
Sometimes we love forever and sometimes we don't love at all
I often love and lose
whether through life or death
unfortunately, I never get to choose
but when I love, I love with every breath
I have odd ways of showing my love
like hurting you to keep you safe from my demons
whether I push or shove
or I yell or ignore
Those who understand know to never keep score
they know I already am.
I have never encountered a love I have had to regret
I have many loves and lessons I would never forget
My first love's name started with an F
and I have lost three special ladies to death
I had a wonderful best friend
A friend who gave her time and love to me
Never complaining and always free
She was there in the scarriest part of my life
But I pushed her away when I knew I wouldn't stay
I made her out the villian
Ending up causing her more pain
From that there was nothing to gain
I regret hurting her but never regret keeping her away from my life.
I have had a sibling kind of love for a young girl who I saw a great future for,
instead she lied and has hurt me,
making my heart shatter and crumble to the floor
never to fully recover.
Yet I don't regret a single moment of it.
My first real love was crazy
we were happy, yet never satisfied
our time together quite hazy
endless tears for him I have cried
Yet I regret not a single whisper of love.
Sometimes
we fall in love
sometimes
we love so abundantly without noticing
sometimes
we fall so hard we can't get up
sometimes
we have a bond that can't be broken
sometimes
we lose them
sometimes
they leave you
sometimes
you leave them
Always
always love as much as you can
always
enjoy and appreciate the time you have with them
always
notice them for who they truly are
always
always remember the lessons you learned
But . . .
Never
not ever forget the special ones
because just like me, you will find yourself longing for them and wishing you could turn back time.
This is to those I have loved and lost whether to life or death.
You are in my heart. Forever.
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Mysteries of myself
PoésiePoems and random thoughts and feelings I have sometimes. I have poems of other poets in here too. I wrote who the poet is with his/her poem! I am only human (unfortunately) therefor I do make a spelling mistake/typo or two, so please feel free to co...
