Contentment

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Being happy or satisfied with a situation

Tonight I am feeling satisfied
I had pain and felt like I cried (I didn't; but that didn't stop the feeling)
Tonight I am feeling happy
I have survived yet another day so unhappy

My life is hard...
A hospital,this one especially, feels like a second home to me
Depression and anxiety
I don't feel it now
I feel contentment

I am satisfied with my hard life
Being in and out of a wheel chair
Learning to stand on my own two feet literally and figuratively
Fainting and being able to stand up
Again and again

And Again
Sometimes weaker
Sometimes stronger
I am a seaker
I can't wait any longer

I seak the miracles that God grants us
I seak the comfort and happiness God brings us
I seak the true me that God has planned and made me to be

I can't wait to tell people the miracles that God has done for me
I can't / don't want to wait to tell people that I'm not perfect or royalty

I'm just me
I do lie
I did steal
I do curse
I do gossip
I do bad things
But I also try

Chest pains
Back pains
Headaches
Numbness
Tears
Depression
Partially deaf
Temporarily paralized
Believing and trusting someone who is a faker attension seeker

I had all and still have some of those things
BUT
Tonight for no specific reason

I. FEEL. CONTENT.


《Remember moments that you feel content... happy... good about yourself.... Remember the smallest of moments that makes your life worth living for》

{No matter the bumps. No matter the bruises. The Cross has made you flawless}

°~BAD THINGS HAPPEN SO THAT GOOD THINGS THAT COME WILL BE EVEN BETTER~°

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