I wonder
And I ponder
This distance between us made my heart grow fonder
I wonder
What happened after you left?
I wonder
whether you are thriving
or were you forced to submit to only surviving?
I wonder
if your dreams are coming true
or are you just like me; stuck with nothing to do other than missing me and you?
Do you think of me as often as I think of you?
I feel like life's only color is a grey hue
Could it be from all the rain
Or because you're the only thing stuck in my brain?
I ponder
over our secluded time
Over our innocent intimacy
and how you were the cause of my illiteracy.
I ponder
over my fantasy and my reality
Are they truly so different from each other?
I ponder
Over the questions and doubts I have and I deeply hope I'll find some answers one way or another.
This distance makes my heart grow fonder
Because you left me to wonder
And the idea of having answers is so appealing
That all my time and energy are being spent on this feeling
I think of our kiss and I remember your wish
But life dealt us different cards with one hard swish
Our lives are worlds apart
But you will always, for an unknown reason, be in my heart
No
It's not that I fell in love with you
There is no denying the attraction I felt
But I knew
That we could never be more than friends
I made peace with it
But not knowing was what made it hit
I felt it in my stomach and the stinging in my eyes
The knowledge that I'd never know how you are after our good-byes.
I wonder and I ponder but I also know
You have come this far and farther you will go.
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Mysteries of myself
شِعرPoems and random thoughts and feelings I have sometimes. I have poems of other poets in here too. I wrote who the poet is with his/her poem! I am only human (unfortunately) therefor I do make a spelling mistake/typo or two, so please feel free to co...
