~♪ Day Three ♪~

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by carciino-Gen

by carciino-Gen

Dear diary,

I rang up that Phantomhive boy. His butler answered and seemed interested in why I called. I kept my mouth shut this time and just talked to Ciel. Most of the conversation was me making stupid jokes or telling him odd stories to which I only received irritated sighs or would be told to shut up.

I wasn't being ignored and it was nice. I think I may just call him my friend. Fuck Claude. Fuck his cold shoulder. I was beginning to think I wanted to die but what if it upset Ciel? He stabbed me in the gut but he seems like a nice person under it all. He's almost two years younger than me, only just 13. He likes chocolate cake and earl grey tea the most. His favourite colour is blue and he, like me, suffered from childhood trauma.

I'm 14. I like candy and rose tea, my favourite colour is purple and, like Ciel, I suffered from childhood trauma. Maybe he can be my new Claude.

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Later that afternoon I actually talked to Claude, feeling more confident now that I've made up my mind. I don't love him and I never will. He's a demon, my predator and I, his prey. Nothing more nothing less. All I have to do is make sure he kills me in the end and consumes my soul.

I broke Hannah's neck today, for about 15 minutes straight she couldn't move. New record for me, no thanks to filthy demons and their 'healing magic'.

Superiority. I know I've got it but Hannah tries to comfort me, she pretends to care with those pathetic eyes of hers. I hate her with all my being and nothing will change that.

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I was feeling especially playful so I decided to pester Claude. I ran around the mansion knocking all the vases and decor of their surfaces, it was so much fun! Claude gave me a blatantly obvious bitch stare, only, it didn't offend me it made me laugh even harder. I ran up to him and hugged him. He was so cold.

I forced him to make me caramel tarts for lunch. He had no choice. I ate two and began to throw them at him. I haven't laughed so hard in ages! I took off his filthy tailcoat and threw it onto the floor. This agitated him a little and he gave me a face. Ha! Asshole.

Hannah saw me, she was watching the whole time. Disgusting. It was meant to be me and Claude, the triplets just stay in the kitchen until I tell them to come the fuck out or actually clean. Hannah is a lazy bitch and only ever works when I have guests. Fake bitch. I hope she burns in hell, literally.

Today was so fun! After my chat with dear little Ciel I felt much better. He boosted my mood, he must be magical. Oh lord, what I'd do to erase his hate for me.

Ciel is the only person who really understands me and in a person, that's all I'd ever want.

Claude is nothing but a filthy demon servant as of now.

-Alois☆〜