Plethora [Of Poetry]

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Its as if I'm fading away, as time passes so does the rock on me grow heavier, like as if I'm just missing half the songs I once knew everything about. Is it because I simply have not enough time to face these new changes and love them? So many new things, collaborations, songs, more and more episodes left utterly and disgracefully unwatched. It's stabbing pain to know that I really want to watch it, but I click away. Away and close the tab. Why? Why? Does seeing you pain me? I think so, I think not. I'm not sure. But why? Why is it that I'm not doing anything to the me who is losing myself every second? My music, soon I will not understand your new talk, new jokes, memes, laughter. I'm afraid I won't understand anyone anymore, but why do I still click away?