One Night || Shawn Mendes ||

12

I woke up the next morning sore and riddled with so much guilt and disgust towards myself.

I rolled over in my bed thankfully alone, I took my phone from the nightstand checking my messages.

Nate.

Shawn.

Max?

I prop myself on my bed quickly, unlocking my phone and going through my messages.

Nate.
That was fun. Hopefully you take me up on dinner sometime soon.

Shawn.
Are you done being not mad at me and willing to hang out? Or am I going to have to keep insta stalking your bff? Jk jk

Max.
I keep thinking of you gatita. Hope pop star is satisfying your needs. 😉

What the hell was going on in the world right now? Am I in some bad comedy that is my life?

I dropped my phone on my bed and I took a pillow and yelling into it so hard.

"What's wron—

I hear Vanessa running In and then stopping.

I removed the pillow over my face.

"Why are guys so weird!" I shouted throwing my body back into my bed in a huff.

She came on to the bed beside me grabbing my phone and looking at the messages.

"So you had sex with that random guy? In a club? Is this a trend your starting? And why the hell is MAX texting you?!"

I placed the pillow over my face to suffocate myself and yell. She moved the pillow resting her elbow on it as she leaned on the other side of the bed near my legs. "Talk Kat. This isn't like you. Is it cause if this whole friend situation with a certain pop star?" She leaned close to me batting her eyelashes.

I groaned and turned away from her. "No. I don't know. I just want to forget him like that and just live." I mumbled.

"Well what's the best way I'm forgetting someone? Getting under someone new."

"I don't want to get under anyone honestly. I want to live my life on my own. Find me Nessa. Who am I when I'm not under someone?" I got up off the bed realizing I was just in a tank and my undies but I didn't care it was only Vanessa.

"Jesus Kat, what's that mark on your shoulder!" Vanessa yelled at me making me stop and turn to my long mirror and turning my back to see what she was talking about. It was small love bites.

"Yea. Nate was a little rough."
I said feeling ashamed as I felt my cheeks heat up.

I headed into the bathroom and started the water up leaving Vanessa before I had to hear anything else she was going to say. I knew I would hear it later.
Right now I just needed to forget about all things guys.

After a long twenty minute shower I came out ready to start my day.

I got dressed in some joggers and my sports bra ready to go for a run.

Mentally I was running away from my own self but physically I could use the Exercise to release my endorphins.

I grabbed my phone and AirPods heading towards the front door since Vanessa was already gone.

As soon as I opened the front door I practically ran into Shawn.

"You gotta be joking!" I groaned loudly making him look at me with a raise eyebrow and a smirk on his face.