Kicked Out (Prinxiety- Sanders Sides) [COMPLETED!]

Chapter Three- Panic

TRIGGER WARNING: Panic attack. I'll say where it starts and stops, and I'll explain what happened at the end of this chapter for anyone who can't read it.
Also, some bad language here and there.

~Virgil's POV~

Holy crap.

Holy crap!

I can't believe my luck. This dude is letting me stay at his house. I don't know how long, but at least I have a bed for tonight. He's very.. eccentric. He is wearing a prince costume and has given me a bunch of nicknames already.

We walked into his house, and he said,

"Welcome to my humble abode! I will now show you to your bedroom."

I continued following him. We passed a living room, with a large couch and TV, and a kitchen, with a small table and chairs next to the fridge. We then continued down a hallway, and into a room.

The room had a double bed in the corner, a small closet, a nightstand, a mirror, and a large window with curtains closed over it.

"There's some extra clothing in the closet, and I'll be just across the hall, so don't hesitate to come in if you need something. Goodnight, Virge!" Roman said.

I blushed at the nickname. "'Night, Princey."

After he left the room, I looked through the closet. I found a grey t-shirt and some black shorts and decided to wear them to bed. I crawled into bed and fell asleep.

~Time skip: 12 AM~

Panic Attack Starts Here

I awoke to the guest bedroom of Roman's house, and looked around as I thought about the situation I was in.

Look at yourself, Virgil. You're in some guys house because you're a freak.

The quiet night sounds started to fade as the thoughts got louder.

I betcha he isn't even gay, like you. He just felt sorry for you. He shouldn't of, you're horrible.

My heartbeat began to get louder. My hands shook. My vision started to get blurry. It got harder to breathe.

You're stupid. So incredibly stupid. Your roommates were right to kick you out, and so were your parents. They're all normal. You are not normal.

I began to cry. I couldn't fight the thoughts. I was shaking. I couldn't breathe.

Stupid. Disgusting. Horrible.

I tried to think of anything else. All I could think of was Roman, but that made me more anxious.

Unloved. Bad.

The tears were pouring out of my eyes now. I could barely move.

Freak.

After a minute, I started to breathe again. I remember my tactic: in for 4 seconds, hold for 7, out for 8. Repeat. I tried to breathe through the sobs.

Disgrace.

I remembered Roman again. What did he say?

No one loves you anymore.

He said to come to his room if I needed something. I slowly found the courage to get out of bed as the Panic attack slowed. I began to walk to Roman's room.

He'll kick you out like they all did.

"Shut up.." I silently whispered to myself.

Panic Attack Ends Here

I walked into Roman's room, my face still red with tears. I walked to the foot of his bed. He was so peaceful, should I really wake him up? I'm fine now.

"...Roman?" I whispered.

Roman slowly opened his eyes. "wha..-" he looked at me. "O-oh! Virgil! What's wrong?"

I couldn't speak suddenly.

"..did.. did you have a panic attack? Do you, uh, get those?"

I slowly nodded my head. He pulled me up onto the bed.

"Shh.. it's okay Virgil. I got you." He laid me down underneath the blankets, and got under next to me. I scooted over to him, and snuggled into his touch. He cuddled back.

"You're okay, Virgil. I got you."

I fell asleep to Roman's sweet voice.

That's the end of the chapter, hope you liked it! I'm sorry if the panic attack part wasn't very good, I had to do research to figure out how to write it.
For anyone who couldn't read that part, basically Virgil remembered that Roman had told him to come get him if he needed anything. So, he slowly went over.
I'll make sure to get the next chapter out soon!
Good bye my fellow Fanders!