WARNING: Panic Attack. (will say when it starts and stops, and will give an explanation at the end of this chapter)
~Virgil's POV~
You'd think that seeing my parents once for less than a half an hour wouldn't make much impact on my life.
But it did.
Ever since my mom found out I was alive, I get calls from her 5 times a day. I've tried to ignore them, but she told me that she'll call the police if I don't answer her, and she'll say I ran away from home and the police will bring me back to her.
I'm scared.
..but not as scared as Princey.
My mom told me that she's gunna make me break up with him. One of Roman's worst fears is loosing a loved one, and he's scared to go without me. My mom also showed up at the house a couple of times and made Roman really uncomfortable. I have no clue how she found out I where I live, and neither does my boyfriend.
Poor Princey. He's gunna crack under all this pressure soon. My mom is slowly taking control of our lives. I'm scared to call the police, she could turn the situation around on us. We haven't gotten the chance to tell Logan and Patton yet.
"Shh, it's okay baby. Tomorrow's Friday! We can tell Patton and Logan. We'll have back up." I said as Roman held onto me as we tried to go to bed.
"She's taking control. I need to protect you. I can't."
"It's going to be okay."
~Panic Attack Starts Here~
Roman started breathing heavily. "No.. no. You need to be safe."
I recognized the start of a panic attack. "Hey, hey, babe. Look at me. I'm gunna be okay. You're gunna be okay." I tried to be as soothing as possible.
Roman started crying and shaking. "You don't understand!" He sat up, before lowering himself down again due to exhaustion.
"You need.. I need to protect. I can't.. you need protection.."
At this point it didn't seem like he could hear anything I was saying.
"Shh.. it's okay babe."
The panic attack was starting to climax. I just hugged my prince and tried to help him breathe.
"Hey, hey, breathe Roman. Breathe."
Roman started shakily breathing in and out as tears streamed from his eyes. He could hear again, slightly.
"Remember? 4 seconds in, 7 hold, 8 out. Repeat." He did this.
Slowly, but surely, my boyfriend was brought back to reality.
~Panic Attack Ends Here~
Roman hugged me. "I'm sorry.. I just, I don't know what I would do without you by my side. She can't.. she can't take you."
At that point I had had enough. First you make me uncomfortable, then you send my boyfriend into a panic attack? Not cool, 'mom'.
I sat up. "I'm going to the police before she can. She's a stalker. I don't care if I'm scared anymore."
Once again, sorry if I'm not very good at writing panic attacks. I actually have had some, I realized, but I can never remember a lot from them. Anyway, here's what happened:
Basically, Roman is really protective and needs to protect Virgil from his mother.
(Oh wow, could this foreshadowing????????)And I'm feeling nice so I'm going to give you guys another chapter after I release this one :)
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