Bnha + Other Animes x Reader Oneshots (Requests CLOSED)

C! Todoroki x Reader pt.2

Requested by: ...a lot of people
Title: The First To Burn and The First To Cry
Warning: None
References: I'm not throwing away My Shot to putting many references in here a0s I possibly can.
It's like... I Can't Say No To This chance.

Reader's POV

I ended up sitting on the dock of a beach. Not having a care in the world.

Rin surely went to Riku's. Fumi was still asleep. Shoto... I don't even care what he's doing.

The tears were non-stop. It hurt, a lot. Everything, everything we went through, did it mean nothing? Well, he cheated so of course it meant nothing.

I brought my knees up to my chest as I cried my heart out. It meant nothing. He doesn't love me. All the words in the letters... all of the things they meant to me... were nothing.

I kept one...
The one I love most.

My Dearest, Y/n

    Words cannot describe how much I love and long for you. I love you more than words can weild the matter, dearer than eyesight, space, and liberty.

This bud of love by summer's ripening breath, May prove a beauteous flower when next we meet.

    Heh, sorry for all the Shakespeare quotes, Y/n, I just feel that... I can show how much I love you through something that I know you would love.
I wish I could see you normally. But, not all wishes come true. I promise you, my love, we'll be together some day. When that happens, I'll be the happiest I've ever been.

    You make me happy. Extremely happy. I love you so much. I'll wait for you... I'll wait as long as it takes to be with you.

I love thee with love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold
And the stars grow old.

Your One And Only,
Shouto Todoroki
P.S. I love you now and forever.

That letter was absolutely my favorite. I never knew why. But now... I know all the meaning in the words were nothing. Just simple things to play with my head.

But... Shoto... I Don't Need Your Love
Do I...?

It had gotten dark now. I didn't want to go home. Sighing, I got up and went home either way. Just hoping that I wouldn't see the woman at the house.

It was silent. Yet, the house felt so big, and I felt so small. I closed the door behind me, locking it in the process. I ran my hands through my hair and went up to my room, not knowing whether Shoto was there or not.

I sighed once I saw him on the bed, obviously asleep. I grabbed some blankets and pillows, taking them to sleep downstairs on the couch.

As doing so, I checked on Fumi and Rin. Fumi was asleep, Rin wasn't. I cocked my head, motioning him to come with me. He sighed but stood up and followed.

Once I set down all the blankets and pillows I sat on the couch, "What's wrong, Rin?" I asked him.

"Y-You aren't mad at me?" he asked with a frown and look of confusion.
"No, of course not, Rinny. I understand your doing so," I told him as I wrapped my arms around him.

"I-I'm so s-sorry," he cried as tears poured from his eyes and he hugged me close, "It's okay, Rin, it's okay."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he said as his voice began to crack. I just held him close. Seeing him in tears just breaks my heart more.
"S-stop crying, please honey, I'm fine," I seemed to lie to him, god why can't I ever tell the truth about my emotions.