MY POETRY

Pain Is A High Your Heart Wants

Pain is a high your heart wants
A flower is a cut your garden grows
Your thoughts and imagination are too strong 
So, the hypothetical situations won't let you be 
Do what you may, your past never leaves you alone 

Mistakes we all make, you can't let go
Talk it out, no try, your intentions never show
Concealed inside a circus show 
Roaring flames and lions in hula hoops

Try to stop it, it'd never
Memories of past would fade never
People who scarred you would never take responsibility 
Like, ever

You try to stay stable, you try to
But that's not possible, for you see now
A human can only endure so much pain 
Keep so much in
Have No one to talk to, and no longer make an effort to communicate with 

New marks etch into your skin
No one cares, hide your despair
Do not catch anyone's eye
They'd mock and laugh and call out names 
You're infamous, know the rumors, and you know the pain 

So, you come home, lay in your bed Today or tomorrow, when's the big day? 
When finally people would send a few roses your way 
No one would speak, you're aware
No one truly cared
All left your side
Alone for you to cry
Still you try to make it

Your emotions are too strong
Just like your attacks
You can't stay here for long
Nobody got your back 

Bid your goodbye
And bite your tongue
Do not show a tear; don't even try

You do realize that pain is just a high
But it's fine... You'd do it again
For one final night
And by the way... 
Goodbye