journal,
so these past few days have been pretty uneventful. well for me, they have.
long story short, a couple of days ago, michael had to go public with his relationship, which he was pretty unhappy about. then, twitter kicked off, he accidentally liked an anti-maila post, then accidentally told our manager that he's gay. rip.
but it's not like it matters much. they already stuck him with a beard.
anyway, i went out with calum today. we went to this lovely club, where he tried to stick me with a girl. it didn't work.
but you know what's interesting? while calum was off with somebody, i also went off with somebody.
now, i know what you're thinking. but if you didn't end up with a girl, then how did you end up with someone?
well 👀
his name was mark. he was pretty nice.
great with his mouth.
it was all pretty quick, actually. i was just drinking at the bar after calum ditched me, and he sat next to me. started flirting with me, bought me a drink, then one thing led to another, and he was sucking me off in the toilets.
now i've definitely been given a blowjob by a girl before, but not a boy. and honestly? i think guys are better at it.
i mean, they know what guys like, right? they're guys, too. it makes sense.
and when i went back into the club, calum was still missing. go figure.
at least i can now say i've been with a guy before, kind of. does third base count? whatever. it counts to me.
alright, that's it. bye, journal.
YOU ARE READING
so help me (mashton)
Fanfiction[sequel to p.s i love you] i should probably introduce myself. i'm ashton irwin. and i really, really hope this stupid diary thing works.
