'hotel room' - calum scott
[ my eyes can't lie the way i feel for you ]
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the world feels so lost without you, ethan. nothing feels the same anymore. it's devastating. truly, utterly heartbreaking.
i can't cry. i don't let myself cry.
if i cry, it will all be real. it will all feel real.
all the pain. all the suffering. the immense heartbreaking.
it will be real, ethan.
i can't let myself feel that way.
a part of me believes you'll come back. maybe in a month. maybe in a year. but i know that isn't true.
as much as i hate to say or even think it, it isn't true.
you're gone, ethan.
it hurts so bad. more than i ever thought it would.
i am still coming to terms with this.
you're gone.
really, truly gone.
YOU ARE READING
my baby you'll be | e.d (✓)
Fanfiction☆☾★☁ "and then, they knew what love was." in which a mourning girl writes letters to the love of her life. _____ @h0neyems
