40 - "i am worth something"

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'idontwannabeyouanymore' - billie eilish
[ if i love you was a promise, would you break it if you're honest? ]

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i made it, ethan. i made it to new york. i'm in the taxi as of right now.
this feels so amazing. i feel as if i'm actually worth something.
i haven't felt that in so long.

my plane landed at night. the city is so beautiful at night. the lights are bright. i have no idea what to focus on.
is that the big deal of large cities is?

you wouldn't believe how many people i've seen. you'd go crazy, ethan. you think long branch had a large population?

this is something else.

i've seen every type of person.
every gender.
every race.
this large amount of diversity feels amazing.

i love it here.

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