I can't seem to be able to remember the last time I cared. Was it when I got my first job? Feeling so accomplished. Maybe when I thought I was invincible as a child.
Everyday goes by without a second thought, the spark I had dwindled till nothing was left to reignite it.
Maybe I was happy when my parents weren't fighting all the time? When they actually cared. Before the addictions.
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up and let my dreams take me away. Away from reality.
I can't seem to remember the last time I could look myself in the mirror.
Is there something wrong with me?
Nothing seemed worth it anymore.
But I needed to put on that happy front, I can't let anyone know my true feelings.
But I can't seem to see the point in doing so.
I have nobody.
I am nobody.
I feel like my heart stopped beating long ago, an empty shell of myself stood in its place.
I think it's time to just let go.
To say goodbye.
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Should I give in?
Fanfiction(WARNINGS: Self-harm, Abuse, and possible suicide attempts. If any of these topics affect you, please do not read this.) Your life hasn't been sunshine and rainbows, but it was tolerable. You sensed you were being followed around, but not just anyon...
