Fearless

Return to Allicate

I'M BACK! DID YA MISS ME? RETURN TO ALLICATE, MORE LIKE RETURN FROM THE DEAD!

No?

Didn't think so.

Well, sorry to keep you anticipated, but I had a case of writers block in this story specifically more then the others, as well as been writing another story, which I'm tired of advertising.

Also, sorry for the very short and choppy chapter. I think the last time I worked on this was last summer before freshman year, a year or so.

So enjoy the story. Vote and comment!

Alec woke to arms being wrapped around him. He looked behind and saw Magnus, wearing nothing but purple silk bottoms. He looked tired, his body was pale, from lack of strength.

Alec smiled, looking at the beautiful man by him, yet when he saw the red pillows he broke down again.

Blood. His blood. Demon blood formally mixed with Angel, know...

"What's wrong?" Asked Magnus, his smooth caramel skin glowed in the sun.

"I told you not to come in," lied Alec. Everything was wrong. He wanted Magnus to be with him, to hold him as he cried.

"I'm sorry, love."

"Don't call me that," he snapped, "I can't love. You heard Valentine, I'm going to turn cold hearted, I'm going to be everything his Jonathan is."

"You can love," said Magnus, "You wouldn't do anything if you couldn't feel anything. You wouldn't be gay if you couldn't feel attraction to men. You wouldn't have proposed if you didn't feel something."

"But I didn't," he cried, "I wanted family!"

"Exactly," Magnus yelled, "You love your family." Alec sighed and looked out the window. He saw a girl with red hair and a familiar boy with black hair riding a horse.

"That's Clary!" Alec screamed, hoping out of the bed. "She finally here!" He forgot his new speed, and basically ran into the closed door. Magnus ran to his fallen fiancé and opened the door for the redhead and new boy.

"Alec, what happened are you okay?" Asked Clary, catching Alec in a giant hug.

"I'm okay, just kind of shakes from a visit we got from Valentine." Clary's eyes became big with worry and anger.

"He came for the Book of the White, same as we," explained Magnus. "But their is also something connecting that with Augustus and my father."

"He brought in some sort of Rock demons," said Ragnor, coming out of his room shirtless and in his skin tight boxers.

"So we need find that book before he does," said Clary. She look at the boy with black hair, but something seemed off about him. Magnus must be thinking the same thing, because he snapped his fingers and the boy froze. "Why did you do that?" Screamed Clary.

"He was with Valentine last night," clarified Magnus. "It may not be a glamor, but I can see through his dyed hair and black eyes. He is what Valentine said to be his son, Jonathan." Clary gasped, looking at her frozen brother.

"Why would he lie about Jace then?"She asked, gripping Magnus's arm as if she lost it, she would fall.

"He technically wasn't lying. Jace is like a foster child." Magnus pulled Clary's hands away from his arms, and rubbed them. "But it is also probably because Valentine did experiments on you, Jace, Isabelle, Alec, and Jonathan. Goldilocks, you, and Iz all got injected with blood of the angels, enhancing your abilities. Jonathan and Alec, were injected with demon blood." Magnus looked down at his feet, as did Ragnor.

"So, Jace isn't my brother after all?" Asked Clary with a smile, forgetting the real purpose in this journey. "Sorry, just kind of pumped now." Alec glared at her with dead eyes.

"You little bitch," he growled, not thinking. "You made my life a bloody hell just in the month you came into it. You made me lose all my family, and lose my life. Now you are forgetting I have this fucking demon blood in me, that made me this way." He retracted his fangs, and lunged at the red head. Magnus reacted, freezing his fiancé.

"Sorry love, but right now is no time for vengeance." He wiggles his fingers, casting a blue flame. "I will unfreeze you, but only if you calm down." Alec unfroze. He looked down at himself, then at Clary.

"Sorry," he whispered, "It's the blood. The demon blood has finally started to affect me." Alec ran out of the cottage, knocking Jonathan over. He stayed frozen, but Alec moved so fast he wasn't seen over the hills.

"I should get him," Magnus said, starting to leave, but was stopped by Clary.

"I know you should help him, but maybe he needs space. Get his mind clear about all of this terrible shit that is happening to him." The red head held the warlock's hand gently, comforting her friend. Magnus sighed, agreeing with her, but couldn't help looking off at the hills, were his fiancé seemed to disappear in.

-

The outside of Allicate was guarded by the demon wards, as they always have and will be. Alec sat on the outskirts of the city, thinking of Jace, Izzy, and Max. They were safe and pure inside the walls, while he was corrupted and rotten. At nights, when he was younger, maybe around thirteen or so, he found himself thinking of Jace. The golden boy laughing at Alec's simple mistakes, holding him tight after he fell down, maybe lightly kiss his mouth to fell the black hair boy smile. But, Jace was perfect, the opposite of Alec, who know felt even stupider thinking about it.

Why would I even imagine someone so pure loving me, Alec thought sadly. I'm unholy, a walking sin on two legs. The former Shadowhunter kept thinking bad of himself, which he felt was the honest truth.

"What if Magnus doesn't want me anymore," he asked to himself, out load. The thought killed him more than the month that happened. When everyone else turned their back on him, Magnus still held him close and wiped his tears. Being a Shadowhunter made Magnus resistant-something Alec always knew-but when he became a vampire, it was like the world punching him the face, and told him that the one he had to be with, was the one that stayed.

Magnus was his savior. His only family that he was allowed to love, who loved him. Sure, Max was still there, but his parents wanted his younger brother to have nothing to do with him.

Now, the truth was out. His blood was tainted by birth, cursed with unwelcomed demon blood. Magnus was half demon, but the thought still scarred him of the thought of rejection.

Alec breathed in heavily through his nose, and weakly as it left his mouth. The wind blew heavily and the sound of a horse coming closer woke up to his senses. He hid quickly in the long grass, seeing Clary and Jonathan ride their way toward the gate, passing like they belong. Like try do belong.

Maybe I should head back, he thought, seeing that the sun has moved across the sky. He wasn't even aware of how long he stayed there just sitting, but he stayed, liking the fresh air and time to let his pain out peacefully. Being trapped in New York for most of his life, made him really crave for fresh air that smelled of nature. Hot dogs and throw up wasn't really relaxing as the smell of grass blowing across the land or trees as they spewed their sap.

An hour passed at most, before Alec snapped to his senses again. I really should head back now, he thought, standing up. But, he heard roars and sounds of claws scathing hard surfaces. He looked carefully at the wall, and saw that demons where riddled against the bottom, clawing their way upwards. The walls have lost their color, meaning that they were down, allowing demons to ransack the city inside.

Alec already started to run toward the city, fearing of what may happen to his family inside. The demon climbing the wall were gonna outnumber all the shadowhunters inside, and if not, a lot will die.

Despite not being one anymore, and the demon blood inside, we knew that he had to protect his family, no matter how much it kills him. Didn't affect him the other times, so this time should be as different.