Sea of Death (Edmund Pevensie )

I only hurted him.

I watched the sun set , thoughts racing through my mind. I listed out the pros and cons of staying at Narnia.

I sighed and walked in to only be startled when I saw Lucy quickly awaken.

"I'm sorry did I wake you?" I asked walking over to her.

"No- no I'm okay." She panted. "What's wrong lu?" I asked her sitting next to her on her on the bed.

Lucy took out a paper from underneath her pillow and handed it to me. I observed the paper.

"What is this?" I asked , lucy stayed quite. "It's a sort of spell , it makes you look beautiful." She whisperers to me. I looked at her confused .

"But why do you have it?" I asked not knowing why someone as beautiful as her would ever want to change anything about her self.

"It's because I'm not as beautiful as you - or Susan....." she hung her head low. I sat there shocked and surprised.

"What are taking about Lucy your absolutely beautiful." I held her hand.

"I had a dream and I saw Aslan." I took deep breath with the mention of Aslan.

"Lucy your a beautiful young girl and your smart and so brave and it's because of you that I got to see a whole new world, and -" I paused, Lucy looked at me. "And meet Edmund." She finished my words. I slowly nodded.

"luc-" She cut me short. "I dont think im the reason you met Edmund, I think the very reason you met Edmund was because it was fate, it was true." Lucy paused and looked at me. "Erica, I've seen how you are with Edmund - its like your a whole diffrent person and vice versa." I looked up to meet her eyes.

"And its also the very reason I wont return to your land...." Lucys face fell and I could tell she was taken back.

"But- but why?" She asked me, I sighed. "Because he deserves more, remember that private reason why we broke up that I never told you about..." She nodded.

"Just before Peter left for america something happened-"

Flash back:

I picked my head up at the sound of a knock on my door, I whipped away the tears that rans down my face. 

"Erica?" I looked up to see a very concerned peter had walked in. "Hey Peter...." I turned away from meeting his eyes.

"Whats wrong?" He sat down on my bed touched my arm lightly. I shook my head still looking away trying to stop the tears from flooding my cheeks. 

"Hey look at me." He scooted closer and touched my chin moving my face to him, his face softens as he sees my tears.

"Are you thinking about Narnia again?" He asked quietly. I didn't say anything, I closed my eyes and hoped my heart would just stop hurting.

Peter sighed and whipped my tear. "You fought with Edmund ....Again didn't you." I finally met his eyes, his jaws clenched as he looked out the window, the rain pouring harder than ever now.

"Whats his deal, what are you guys even arguing about?" He asked me. 

"Nothing." I said closing my eyes for a moment than opening them again. 

"Im so sorry Erica, when you agreed to come to England this isnt what you hoped..... Im truly sorry." I sighed and touched peters hand that was on my cheek. "Thanks for caring." 

Peter stared into my eyes, his blue ones dazling in the candle light. He moved his hand from my cheek and stood up. he ran his hand through his blonde hair.