It's frustrating I had to travel all the way for nothing would have been better if Nana died atleast there would have been a reason.
My mom made a vegetarian food which Nana insulted saying I was starving myself but I didn't get this over shaped body by stuffing my whole face and am no longer the little girl that left here 15years ago am now a woman.
After dinner I back to my room and I have my laptop on and trying to make a connection.
My father was a very rich man and he gave all his wealth to his wife and I get to inherit it when they all die but I have made a name and a fortune for myself too.
I got tired and left my laptop on and I sleep off on my bed and it's a bit uncomfortable but am too tired to care.
It's morning and am up as early as 6am and I went to the kitchen to fill my bottle already dressed in my jogging cloths and I left a note on the table stating am not around.
I have jogged miles away from home and I sit in front of a church, it's new, It wasn't here in my childhood days plus I never liked walking when I was much younger and I was very fat but am not that girl, I don't know that girl anymore am way more perfect I say to myself as I picked myself up and I head back.
Hello, I hear a voice calling but I plug in my earplug and I jog faster,i got home and Nana and mom are still in bed, lazing around and I went into the bathroom to freshen up and got dressed in a jumpsuit that makes me look glorious and am down stairs making breakfast.
Morning baby, I hear my mom say as she walks into the kitchen with her nightwear on and I laugh, I made enough salad and packed it into the fridger and then I made pancake with bacon for Nana and mom.
You have become very hardworking Nana says
Well, I learnt, I say
You wouldn't have to do all this if you stayed she says
Mom, don't start please, I say removing the apron from my body
Your mom is right my dear, if only you were still around u would still have flesh although you look very kadashine but you still thin and unhealthy
Nana, I shout
Am speaking the truth my dear, she says
This is the reason I always stay away from home, I hate you both, I say and I throw the apron to the floor
Come back here young lady, my mom shouts and I stop
Nana is sorry but she is only concerned,my mom says
I love myself like this cause am perfect, I was ugly and fat and that girl isn't me she is dead with everything the same day daddy die, I say
Tiana, my mom says
Am leaving by weekend, I say
But, my mom says and I walk away from here.
I rush to my room and pick my laptop to book a ticket but the network is bad so I just lay on my bed and closed my eyes.
A soft knock wakes me from my meditation and I sit up too see Nana through the door
Nana,i say
I thought you had forgiven your mom, Nana says
Nana please no I don't want to talk about it, I say and I smile to hide my pain like I have always done for 15years.
So I have a party, our neighbor and my best friend is throwing a party and you coming, she says
No, I don't want to, I say
You will, you have too, she says
Okay fine Nana , I will get ready, I say
My good girl, she smoothing my hair
Am sorry baby I say and she smiled and left.
I am wearing a red slit armless short gown and I have back no so high heels on and my hair in a smooth ponytail with curly and my lips are sparkling read while my eyes are smoked black and I walk down the stairs and I see Nana and mom looking at so beautifully and I give a sweet smile.
Am ready,i say
You look beautiful, my mom says and I smile
Wow, you have grown so much my dear you look just like those movies stars, Nana says
Am I not one, I say and Nana nods as we the driver drove us to the neighbors house.
Alot of cars are parked outside and when we entered I see a old lady walking towards Nana giving her a kiss and a tight hug, u guess that Nana's bestfriend, I wasn't even sure what age I was expecting but this is relieving I guess.
I see another lady and a man walk over to us and hug mom and Nana.
This is Tiana Jones my daughter my mom says
Wow such a beautiful young lady, the woman says and pulled me into an unexpected hug I pulled out from and the man stretched out his hand for a shake and he kissed my hands.
This is Mr and Mrs Brown, Nana says they are our friends we so close we do everything together and that there grandmother my best friend Nana brown and I give a sweet smile to her
Your granddaughter is very beautiful, she looks like a diamond, Nana brown says
My son also got back yesterday, he is somewhere around, Mrs Brown said to my mom
I will get him, Mr Brown says and I sit on a comfortable chair looking around at decorations and I see a handsome fresh ass guy walking towards us and I stand to my feet immediately
Hello, he says as he hugs and peak Nana and my mom
This is my baby boy Drake, Mrs Brown says
Drake this is Nana Jones and aunt Jones, his dad says
Hello aunt and Nana, he says with his sweet voice
And this is aunt Jones daughter Tiana, his mother says and he stretches for a hug but I pull my hand out for an handshake instead and the environment gets a bit awkward.
Let's eat, come on, Nana brown says breaking whatever feeling was happening.
