Justine attitude towards me as become physical the other day he pushed me but apologize immediately, he died it like he has mental condition.
It's night after dinner as I put angel to sleep and I just decide to stay in her room to avoid issues. Then Justine came to call me asking for sex which we haven't had in a while and I felt like might actually begin to sort things out so I don't object to it.
As we are about to start, angel cries and without thinking I got off Justine cause I was on top of him and ran to my baby to check up on her. Her sucker slipped out of her mouth and before I could out it back Justine hand drag me.
Really, really, so now we can make love,he Says scratching his head in a weird way
Am sorry, but our daughter needs attention, I say as I turn to go back to angel and he pulls me into a tight grip and pushed me into the floor of angels room and as my baby keeps crying, he doesn't even stop after I begged him and pleaded just to make her stop crying but he doesn't as he forced himself on me violently and by the time he was satisfied, angel cried all through till she cried herself to sleep and I sit on the floor crying and wiping of my tears.
I couldn't sleep much lost night, I woke up and angel had a fever, guess the too much crying as made her sick, Justine left very early, so I managed to make her sleep so I can freshen up and we can go to the hospital together, I can buries on my neck and hands, where his grips were so hard, this is the first time Justine has ever done anything like this to me and I can't help but blame myself for turning him to a whatever he is.
I took angel to the hospital and she was well attended too and we are back home as I packed the car I took out the scarf I use to cover my bruised neck and I wear some things more convinent as I hear a knock on the door and I open without thoughts.
Hello Karen, I say as she enters with a car sitter
Hey, she says as I collect the sitter from her and kissing junior
Oh my God what happened to you, she says looking at me like I have been stabbed
What, I say
You are buried, she says and I remember
Buried, what are you saying, I say
Look at your neck, your hands, how, is Justine abusing you, she says
Stop, stop how can you say that, Justine is your husband brother and my husband, how can he, I lie
Then how did you get these, where you robbed, she says
No they are hickey, I say
Hickey on the wrist, she says
We try new things despite having babies so, we tried something new, I say
Which is, she says with an eyebrows up
Handcuffs, they were magical, I say
Wow, you guys are nasty, she says
We got to keep fit you know, I say with a pretend laugh as we continue conversing about a while lot more and also on how I went to the hospital to get angel treated.
Several nights have passed and I go through the same sexual brutalness from Justine even when I complie he still forcefully bruise me although, I made sure, angel is well taken care of this time.
We are having dinner at my place the whole family, am just seeing Karen from the last time she came over, she lives so close but we don't get the lauxery to see every seconds.
I have made a banquet if non veggie foods.
I can't wear anything but gown and I don't have long enough gowns to cover up my bruises. I have them everywhere, I have several on my laps neck, shoulder, my boob's, my face too literally everywhere.
So I just picked out a gold silk gown with slit by the sides and I use makeup to cover obviously places.
The dinner started and we got nannies to look after the babies.
As I try to make a special meal for Mr Scott I splied on my cloths and body and had to change after serving.
So I had to take a quick shower and wear something else. I done out of the bathroom and I pick out my cloths and Justine enters, seeing me naked and I picked my towel immediately as he holds me by my neck so tightly
Everyone is around, I say in pain
Then you have to be that quite, he says as he pushes me in the bed and takes off his trouser and had sex with me. He got dressed and left me in the room and I sit naked on the door crying and Karen enters, I thought it was still Justine so I don't move until she is standing right in front of me.
I got up and she screamed, so I hurriedky took my towel to cover up my body
Why you hiding it, she says
Am your best friend, she says
Take a look at your body, she screams and I cover her mouth
It's just cream reaction, I said
Don't lie to me, you don't use cream anyhow and you still using the sane cream she points and I don't say anything
His he hitting you, she says
No, he is not, I say
Don't lie to me, she says
Or am going to shout and call everyone, she says
Take the towel off, let me see, she says as she pulks my towel from my body and covers her mouth with her hands as tears build up in her eyes
He, I was about to say when Justine walks in and pick my towel to cover my body he stands at the door for a while and then enters
What's wrong, he says asking karen
Are beating her, Karen says
What, is that what she said, he says
She didn't have you, she says
I can't harm tee, he says
Don't pretend cause I will make sure you get arrested, if this continues, Karen says
What, Jacob says as he enters
Hear your wife brother, she wants to get me arrested, Justine says
Karen, what has come over you Jacob, says
Justine is abusing Tiana, she says
What, Jacob says
Yeah, what, Justine says and am just standing there looking at them
What sort of inductive accusation is that, Jacob says
Look at Tiana's body, she is all bruised up, Karen says
It's called sex Karen and tee is my wife, I can do whatever we agree on doing together, I have bruises too, Justine says and takes off his shirt and they are mark of when I push him or dig my fingers at his back
You should be ashamed of yourself, Jacob says
Accusing my brother of such, Jacob says
You should start minding your business, Justine says
No, am sorry, it was my fault,i say and Justine looks at me with fire in his eyes and I shut up
Come on, lets go, Jacob's says as he turned out and Karen follows.
