Justine call woke me up, he says he isn't feeling well so I hurriedly left the house, drake was still asleep so I didn't make noise so he doesn't wake.
I got to his house and he his throwing up so badly I offered to take him to the hospital or call an amblance but he refused so I just cleaned him up and took him to bed. I put angel in her former bed I clean, and put things in order and made food for him. I got a call from drake but I don't pick as I made sure Justine was fine before leaving...
I got back home and I see drake sitting close to the door. Where were you, he says
I went over to Justine's, I say
What, he says
He called that he isn't feeling so well, I say
So his he in the hospital now, he says
No, he didn't want to go, I say. You should have said something to me, maybe told me to look after angel or accompany you, he says
Am back now, I say
You can't keep answering to his every call,he says
Don't start, I say
Start what, he could be lying, he says
This is why I didn't want you to know, I say
Am sorry, he says
I need to be there for him, I say
How about the divorce, he says
Nothing is stopping that later on, I say
Later on, what do you mean later on, he says
Am not getting divorced to Justine now especially when he is dying, I say
So he has successfully gotten you, he says
Please, please, I say beginning to tear up
Just let me do this I need thing for him, I won't be at rest if I don't, I say
Okay, I will support you the says
Thank you, I say jumping into his arms
I love you, he says and I smile
I know, I say as he carries me to his bed and I giggle at his little bites around my neck.
Drake drops me off at Justine's and picks me up on his way home Justine has refused to go to the hospital either and I don't go everyday like before especially when his mother is around and I try to do things in secret so no one knows am doing what am doing and the only reason is because of Angel I don't want her to grown without her biological father yeah I know drake can be more to her buy I don't want her to face the things I went through at my age.
I always thought my mom has the worst and now I start to realize I act exactly like she did also but I don't want my own daughter to hate me or distrust me for any reason. Everything I do is for my baby girl, I could even forfit my love for drake for her. Wow! Did I just say love... Yes I love drake as much as I love my daughter but angel a little bit more.
I used to always believe I was my father's biological father until he died and I never knew my real father as my father, I saw him once and he was only a stranger and my unbiological father who I love so much passed away cause of this news also cause he loves me too much and never knew I wasn't his so that's why I always have a grudge on Nana and my mom, that's why I left the house for 15years causw she killed the man I knew as my dad and who will always be my father.
I guess it only gives me the assurance she is my mother when I start displeasing NY life and now I have to make the best decisions for Angel she is my priority and I will make sure Justine isn't far from her and she knows him as father and drake as her step father but Justine might not even live to see her at one so am trying to make memories for her and also make sure he sticks in her heart.
So I bought a camera and I keep taking pictures of them together, and happy moments and also moves me to tears when I see Justine so happy with her and I realize he might not even be here for too long.
Hey guys
Am sorry for the inconvenience in every way...
I got an advise from a reader about my writing and I promise to improve especially on their spoken words by adding the right exclamations.... I get carried away and lazy so I forget to do it. But I will try my bestand improve after this chapters and in my other stories to come.
Thanks for your support and love y'all ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
