As we came back from the shopping I sit on the sand
as I watch the water flow and I get my mind free.
Hi, I hear and it's drakes voice and I turn to see him as he sits too but not so close to me
Why are you here, he says
Nothing, who are you here, I say
Same, he says
You should get back to your Lizzy or whatever her name is, I say
Lisa, he says
I don't care,i say
How's angel,he says
My daughter is fine, I say
Why are you angry at me, he says
Why am I what, I say
Are you jealous, he says
What right do you think you have drake, listen you should y go back to that your lizzy really, I say
Lisa, and why ain't you with your husband, he says
Yeah you are actually right, I say and stand
Wait, he holds me
I miss you, he says and I jerk my hands off
Tell that to Lizzy, I say
It's Lisa baby, he says
Baby, I turn back
Yes, he says
Well only my husband, lawful husband calls me that, I say
That's sad, he says
Sad for you, I say
Well very soon Lisa will be my lawful wife too, I'm here says as I stand stiff and I walk faster away from him an she runs to hold me
Don't touch me, I shout
Do you love me, he says
My baby, needs me, I say as I remove my hand from his
If you ask me to leave that girl, I will I was only joking, I never liked her, he says and am so so happy for that
I don't care, you can do whatever you want, I say and walked away
Tiana,he calls out and I turn back
Will you leave Justine for me, he says and I walk back to him
You expect me to leave my baby daddy and my husband for you, I say
Yes, what's wrong with me, he says
Well, I don't know, I don't want to be a divorcee, I say
I can't keep hoping you would love me,i don't love Lisa but,he says and I interrupt
But she is your back up plan right, I say
What a way to love, I say
And you know how to love, he says
Well yes, I do and that's the love I feel for my daughter, I say
What about your husband, he says
I love Justine too okay, I say
Justine or me, he say
You are such s jerk, why did I even think of conversing with you, I say and walk away.
I go back to my room and picked angel from her nanny and went into the room and Justine is already there sitting on the bed as I entered.
Hi, I say and placed angel in her court and I entered the bathroom to change into my nightwear and I got out I see Justine kissing angel a good night kiss and turned to me
Where were you, he says
Outside, I say
Doing what, he says
Just looking at the water, I say
Hmm, with who, he asks and I don't want to cause trouble at all
Nobody, I lie
So u were alone outside right, he says
Right,i say and he holds my hand tightly
Leave me the duck alone Justine, I say
You ducking liar, he says and slapped me to the bed
I saw you, I saw you, he says and left the room and I sit on the bed and cry my eyes out.
It's morning and I woke up with a sore face and the cry of angel and a knock on the door and I go over to the door to open and it's Angela nanny, she looks at me with wide eyes as I welcomed her into the room
Are you okay, she asks
Yes, why, I say and she points to my face and I go over to the mirror to see my swollen face
I fell in the tub, I say
Sorry madam, I will send a doctor, she says
No, it will be fine, it doesn't even hurt, I say and she picks angel and I have my baby a sweet kiss and then she left and I run back to see my face and I start to tear up again
Justine has turned into a complete monster I say to myself.
I don't go out from my room and I haven't seen Justine either so I ordered food in and then I stay in s hot tube thinking and crying my eyes out as I begin to think of how I turned to what I am now, I didn't even eat the food I ordered.
A loud knock on the door brings me back to my senses as I got out of the tube and out on a robe and I go to the door and remembered my face immediately and I run and put a towel over my head and I open the door and I see Karen and her face is searching for answers as I went back in leaving the door open and I see drake cone in to and I start getting nervous and they closed the door behind them.
Why weren't you out,Karen says
Feeling a bit tired, I say
Where's Justine, I say
They went on a boat ride, I didn't go cause of the kids and drake offered to stay behind too, she says
How's angel, I say
Very fine they are both asleep, she says
What's wrong with you, she says. Nothing, I say standing up
Your eyes are swollen she says
Yeah, been sleeping, I say as I bend down to pick up my underwear lying on the floor
What's wrong with your face,drake says and Karen pulls the towel off immediately before I could make any excuse and Karen mouth goes open abscessed moves closer to raise my face up
What happened, he says and I see his eyes turn red
I fell, I say
What, Karen says
Yes, in the bathroom, I say
Did Justine do this, drake says
Why would you accuse Justine, I say and push drake
Have you done anything, Karen says
Yeah, Justine git me ice and am fine, I say and the face isn't as bad as when u woke up it's wearing off as I look into the mirror
I need to get dressed, I say
Drake please can you excuse us, Karen says and he leaves quietly
Now tell me the truth, Karen says
That's it, I say
If I find out you lying, I won't forgive you, she says
Fine, Justine hitted me, I say
OMG, this is not okay tee, you need to do something, leave him, get a bed, go to therapy,she says
I don't know, I say
Are you insane, what don't you know, she says
Am just so scared of what he has become, I say
You have stopped loving him so why are you still with him, she says
I won't lie, am so sad cause I can't express myself,i say
It's just me baby, she says
I love drake,won't lie,i do a whole lot ,i say
That's good to admit, Karen says
But it's not right, I say
Love is always right as Karen pulls me into a hug.
