Justine hasn't been to work for 2days now his been gone caring for me. Haven't heard from drake and I don't want to trigger a feeling by asking from Justine.
How's work, I say as we eating breakfast
Fine, he says
Okay good, I say
Yeah, he says
So you haven't been to work lately, I say
It's just two days, come on, he says
So about the incident at your work, hope it's resolved now, I say
If you think drake would leave the company, you don't know anything, that's not how business works, it's not like he was always there either,yes he owns 60percrnt of the company for now just for now, Justine says and I nod,so we have to forget the past and act like nothing as happened, and I believe you guys meet before our wedding so, it way easy, he says and I nod in accordance.
We check up on our baby girl every 3days and there is always an improvement sometimes no improvement and I just wished I had her in my stomach where I can watch her and have he closer to me.
Justine went out after droppinge off at the house and I go over to Karen's house cause Jacob followed Justine myself and Kaden are together.
How are you feeling? She asks
I don't know honestly, I say
Tell me, she says
Mixed feels, I regret, I miss, am in love, am hurt, am just lost, I say
I know you wished she could still with you but you know she is doing okay at the sametime,ksren says
Any day I go I never want to leave, am always sent out, haven't held her, I say with tears in my eyes
It's okay dear, Karen says pulling me into a huge and I hold on to her for a while before letting go.
So tell me what's happening, you look worries and sad, Karen says
Nothing really, I say
Am your best friend, and I know it's not only about baby, she says
I have done something I should have never tried, I say
What do u mean, she says
I think am in love, I say
Obviously, I know you are in love of course, she laughs
How did you know, I say
Come on, it's so obvious with you and Justine, she says and I don't move
Wait, wait don't ducking tell me it's not him, she says and I am quite
Tell me this madness she says
I know, I made a huge mistake and now am in trouble, I say
You have too stop seeing the guy and spend more time with Justine, she says and I nod
So hope nothing happens, she says and I don't say anything
Oh no, what the heck tee she says
I know, I know, I say
You know what, she says
We had a few pleasures, real ones, I say
What, Tiana, she says. Don't grudge me mean, he was irristatable,i say
Who is this person in particular, she asks
I dont think you know him, I say
Tell me, she says
Drake, the stakeholder at the company, I say and she opened her mouth
Damn girl, yes he is irritable actual, I he real cute, she says
You see, I say
But still not justifying anything, she says
Hide from Justine no matter what, she says
Am not telling her the part of Justine finding out and also bring my daughter into all these.
Okay, I say
Good, cause Justine would tell Jacob and they will both tell their mother and that's huge, she says
Really, I say getting worried
Yes, that's one thing myself and Jacob always fight about, she says
Okay, I say thinking of if Jacob already knows.
Justine and Jacob are back and Jacob greets me so warmly with a huge and Justine the same to Karen, we stayed for a while and then my self and Justine left .
We got home and he doesn't say a word and he goes to his shower while I bring out something from the fridge to warm up and served before he was through. He takes a first bite and kicks the plate off the table immediately and I flinch as the plate breaks to the floor
Haven't I told you not to microwave my meals, he says
Yes, but I didn't want to keep you waiting, I say fear and surprise displaying in my tone
So you don't have time for me now, he says
That's not it, I say
We have a baby coning hone in 2months and you ain't even responsible yet, he says
Don't bring our child into this, I say
I can bring whatever I want into this as he hits the glass jug of the table and left.
I can't move cause of glass everywhere, I have never seen him this angry in my live, I know he gets tempered sometimes but this is outrageous, I hope this isn't a cause of my action. I hope I didn't wake a sleeping lion I think as I sweep the glass and pack it all up.
When am done packing, I hear the door open and Justine walks towards me
Am sorry baby, he tries to touch me and I push backwards
I know I hurt your feels, he says
You do, I say
Am sorry, I don't know what cameover me, he says
I will make both if us a meal and I will clean the rest up, he says and we kissed and I went to sit on the chair looking at him work his magic in the kitchen.
