there's no turning back

CHAPTER18

"I choose you." I said telling everyone Through coms.
You were still fighting the Chitauri
"Who?" Everyone said
"It's-" while you were fighting one Chitauri soldiers you were interrupted by another Chitauri jump on your back.
"Agh" I yelled through coms
"(Y/N) are you okay!?" Tony said
"I'm on my way" tony was worried.
Tony arrived and was about to shot a blast at the Chitauri soldiers , but You let out a huge forced from all direction. A full energy blast shooted out of you killing everything around you again but this time tony seen you do it.
You began to faint. But you felt better then okay. It was like a shock of energy just went through every cell of my body.
You turn around and saw tony right next to you.
"Are you okay, your eyes... why are they red."
"I'm fine, we need to close this thing we need to end this."
"Go back to position." You demanded
"(Y/N).." Tony said trying to pick you up, he knew you were dying.
"Go!"
Tony blasts away.
"Natasha" you limped towards her and Steve
"Yeah?" She replied
"Can you get up there?" You said as you pointed at the top of stark towers
"Hm, maybe, why?" she said looking at the chariot.
"We need to get up there." You said tipping a bit
"I'll go, Steve's going to need you help"
You nodded
"Steve." She looked at Steve giving him a look.
"Are you sure" you verified
"Ya, this should be fun" she said like if it was nothing. She begins to run at Steve, she then runs up in the car and jumps on Steve's shield. He gave Natasha a boost and she successfully grabs on one of the flying chariot.
You then kept sight on her until you lost her, so did steve. "Nice, when did you have time to teach her that?" You told steve
"You leave a lot." He chuckled.
"Wow, you told me you'd teach me that." You said with a straight face.
"I will." He winked at you giving you a little tease.
You picked up a spear. Steve started to run to the left and start to fight 4 Chitauri, he kills 2 of them. It looks like he gots it covered.
I began to run the other way, I made it around the corner.
I found and killed Chitauri soldiers, I was so tired. While still fight you saw people running and screaming to the top of their lungs. You began to run towards the people and saw 5 Chitauri about to attack the civilians. I forced 2 stopping them and gaining there attention.
You heard explosion everywhere around you, it was like the world was ending.
Loki was winning, and it felt like death. While fight the Chitauri soldiers more came. You tried to keep the fight between you and them.
"Cap, are you there. I need your help!" You said dodging fists and Spears from going through your body.
"Where are you, I can help you!? Tony asked
"No! You need to stay in the air." You said while stabbing a Chitauri in the head.
"Where are you?" Steve said
"You know-" you said dodging a spear. "Doesn't matter, I can handle- " you took the spear out of the Chitauri soldier hands. "This" you killed the Chitauri soldier, but you didn't realize that there was 1 more behind you. You turn around but it still Swung at you. You then turned back around but The Chitauri soilder successfully swings at you on the right hand side on your back, you tried to dodge it but it still got you. You fell and couldn't do anything, so you slowly crawled back up. You were bleeding a lot, the Chitauri soldiers was about to kill you but Thor tackled him, and with out realizing you got Thor's hammer and began to hit him in the head.
"Ahh." You felt yourself bleeding.
Steve founds you and runs to you
"You okay?" Thor walks towards you offering you his hands.
You took his hand and got up
"Ya" you said silently
"(Y/N)!!!"steve said
"Ya."
"Are you Okay?!"
"Ya."
You couldnt  feel anything. You were 80% dead. You touched your ear piece, you got it all bloody. You took the ear piece off and put it in your pocket.

"(Y/N) She's made it." Steve said to you
                        STARK TOWERS
Selvig was back to himself. He was now on his computer, using it, he was now watching Natasha. Who was holding Loki's scepter, slowly breaks into the blue force field using the scepter. She almost close from touching the field.l "Alright I can close it! I can shut the portal down!"
THE BRIGE
"Close it" steve shouted through coms
"Wait!" Tony shouted
"Stark there is more coming!" Steve is still shouting while lookin at the portal.
"A missile going towards the city. And lucky I know exactly to put it." Tony was trying to keep calm.
"Stark, you know that's a one way trip" Steve looks at tony
You didn't know what was going on.
"Um, what....whats going on." You heard captain talking to someone. Since you took off your ear piece off.
"It's stark" Steve looks at you
"What about him." You looked at him
He just looks at you.
You were getting worried. You felt your heart beating faster and faster the second. You then you look for your ear piece and can't find it.
"Give me your ear piece!" I reached my hand out to Steve.
Thor's give you his ear piece instead.
"Tony. Baby. What are you doing..?" You said starting to freak out.
"(Y/N) .." tony speaks
You look up and see tony pass by with a missile.
"I love you." Tony said pushing the missile up.
"What's are you doing!?" You were scared to lose him.
"You know the usual, saving people. Being a hero" he said with his cockiness. You tried to force the missile but it was no use, small forces came out but nothing could have saved him.
"Rogers take care of her for me."
"Tony don't do that. Don't leave me!" You started to cry.
You watch him disappear when he entered the portal.
"Baby girl I'm sorry, I love y-" tony said, but connection was interrupted.
You were speech less and was now sobbing
"tony? TONY! Answer me.. BABY PLEASE!" You were yelling Through coms. You fell on the floor, sobbing
Suddenly out of no where the Chitauri leviathan and soldiers began to fall down to the ground. You stood there not caring if you got hurt.
"Close it" steve said
"WHAT! NO! PLLEASE! STEVE DONT DO THIS! Tony's still up there!" You getting up to him and start to run to him. "You can't steve please" you said while giving him soft punches making you to have a meltdown on his chest.
"Tony please answer me" You said crying on Steve's chest while closing your eyes.
The portal is closing and you couldn't see. Just then you hear Steve "tony, you son of a gun" steve pulls you off his chest and pulls your chin up, tony falls backwards into the open portal before it closed.
"Look" Steve said gently.
You then look up and seen tony falling. Your eyes widen
"Tony!!!"
A/N
Tony? -A