there's no turning back

CHAPTER 6

"You're in on this?" Tony said with a face that was indescribable.

"I'll leave you two alone" Phil said uncomfortably, Agent Coulson left downstairs, now it was only you and tony alone in his penthouse.

"When were you going to tell me you were joining this team?"

"I didn't think it was important, in any other way I didn't think you'd care." I looked at his light brown eyes, practically getting lost in them.

"Of course I care, I care if you get hurt. You don't understand that I already lost you once, and it was my fault. I don't want to lose you forever this time." Tony's head was now hanging towards the floor. "If I lose you, that's on me. I can't have that on my conscious."

"Hey, hey, you're never going to lose me okay. I love you way too much to lose you, plus you're a Stark, you got that cash." I joked as I rubbed my fingers and thumb against each other, signaling for money. He let out a small chuckle. I really realize what I said, but you ignored it because he knew I was joking. You bring his chin up slowly looking into his eyes, you and tony locked eyes and now you're moving slowly, leaning in for a kiss. He moves closer to your lips.

Your lips were now touching, forming it into a passionate kiss. You pull away aggressively, "What is this?" Stopping the whole moment. "am I going to be another one of your 'minor projects'" You air quoted

"(Y/N) that would never happen. You are one of the prettiest, funniest, meaningful people I know, and I know a lot of women." he winks making you pull away, he pulls you back. "But the point is, you are the only special one, the only one I want since college, but you were with 'brad' "he rolled his eye making me grin.

"Go out with me. I want you, I need you, I've always needed you. I don't act this way with anyone." It shocked me how sensitive he could be, Tony's face said it all. It was hard to say no. "Okay, you're taking to long, meet me here at 7 pm in the lobby, wear something pretty." He demanded with a huge smirk on his face, there's my tony. I burst into laughter as I tried to give him a nod, I have no idea what just happened but I left happy for once. No wonder he's rich, and he's a playboy he could ask anybody out just like that.

But he was my playboy.

Headquarters

Steve stood outside of your door waiting for you "Hey Steve, what's up?" you said walking towards him.

"So, I wanted to ask you a question." He blurted out without a hello. He looked anxious, restless, something was in his mind. Somehow I could feel it.

"Sure What is it?" I asked, steve's eyes were as blue as the ocean with a hint of soft green. You could get lost in those ocean eyes but it has hard not getting sucked into them. 

"What are you doing tonight" Steve's voice granted me to come back to the present.

"I have a date." I admitted but I love tony. I loved him since college and he may have hurt me, I just feel guilty for telling steve. I don't know what the fuck is going on with me and Steve but It's like I have this force between him, but I'm not going to be chasing feeling when I don't even know what they are, and truly I don't want to know. I fear I would get a little too anxious and do something crazy and hurt Tony just to find out what this is. 

"Oh.. with who" 

"Tony Stark. " His place fell but still catching my face on the way down. "Are you jealous?" I teased, trying to bury the tension.

"no." He firmly said

"oh ok. Well, why did you ask?"

"I wanted to ask you if you wanted to get that some pizza, like the other day?"