Crown Jules (One Direction Fan Fic)

Dreams

Kirsten and I ran full tilt down the hall, they boys were standing around in the doorway, probably waiting for us to wrap up. I jumped into Harry's arms, wrapping my legs around his waist tightly and twining my arms around his neck. Harry held me tightly as well.

“Whats going on?!” He laughed. I was too busy giggling like a complete idiot so Kirsten who was hugging Niall wildly explained in gasps.

“Simon...Cowell...contract!”

“He offered you a contract?! When did you even see him?!” Liam exclaimed excitedly. Harry was just grinning down at me. I slid off of Harry and fished the business card out pf my pocket.

“We're supposed to call him when we decide what we want.” I announced flourishing the card.

“Thats great!” Harry twirled me in a circle and kissed me.

“Gross im happy for you but not happy enough to be subjected to this.” Louis said teasingly.

“Oh shut up, your just jealous, Kirsten's currently available for some kissing.” I suggested grinning still. Kirsten bobbed her eyebrows at him and smiled seductively. Louis looked scared.

“I'll just-just wait until I see El.” He said. We all laughed at his expression.

“I'm hungry!” Kirsten announced, Niall smiled widely at her and they both dashed off to the car. Harry and I glanced at each other and gave chase, following Louis, Zayn and Liam ran after us as well. Piling into the car breathless we decided on Nando's for a victory dinner. After eating we went our separate ways. Harry and I dropped Kirsten off at her hotel and went back to the flat. I changed into my pjs and then walked to Harry's room. He was sitting at his computer in a pair of pajama shorts skyping his mom. I was just about to turn back to my bedroom when he spotted me. He waved me over and pulled me into his lap. I was nervous, I had never met her or talked to her on the phone or anything.

“This is Julia.” Harry introduced me proudly.

“Hi.” I half waved, his mom is beautiful!

“Hi honey, i've heard so much about you from Harry. He's completely smitten.” She winked at me and I laughed.

“Mum!” Harry protested loudly. I relaxed and we all talked for 10 more minutes, it was really fun.

“Bye Mum!” Harry laughed.

“Bye!” I smiled. His mom waved and hung up.

“She's really nice.” I sighed. I got up from his lap and he stood up as well. He grabbed my hands and kissed me quickly and lightly.

“Your glowing you know.” He murmured.

“Glowing?” I blushed slightly. He nodded.

“Ever since you came dashing down the hall in the studio. Your so beautiful. Your smile is perfect and your personality and your just.. you look so..” Harry began.

“Use your words Haz.” I teased gently smiling. He chuckled.

“Beautiful, gorgeous, J'adore tu.” Harry kissed me again.

“I'm going to go to bed.” I whispered. His smile dropped and he pulled away from me.

“K goodnight.” He said turning away.

“Harry.” I said sharply. I grabbed his arm and walked in front of him. “Harry stop and look at me.”

“What?” He kept his eyes fixed on the wall behind me.

“Harry, what's wrong. Are you having problems sleeping?” I asked gently. His jaw unclenched momentarily and I took it as a yes. I wrapped my arms around him and squeezed. “Can you tell me what they're about?” He wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on the top of my head.”Harry.” I felt like I was talking to a wall. He cleared his throat.

“They're about, you.” He croaked.

“Me? You have nightmares about me?” I felt a little hurt. “Are you scared of me?” I whispered. I unwrapped my arms from his waist.

“Nononono.” He said quickly. He tightened his grip and remained silent.

“Harry you need to talk to me.” I stood still.

“You leave me in them. You die, or you just walk out.” He whispered his voice cracking. I froze staring at his collarbone. “Julia. Julia say something.” I felt his tears drip down n my face.

“Harry why would you think I would leave you?” I asked him quietly.

“Because i'm not good enough for you.” He finally broke his grip and I grabbed his face in my hands.

“Except you are. Your perfect, your smart and sweet and kind and thoughtful and you know me so well and your easy on the eyes too.” He cracked a half smile at my last statement and put his larger hands over mine. “And Harry, you will always be mine, I won't leave you unless it is something you TRULY deserve, and darling I don't thing you would ever do anything like that to me. I love you, don't you ever, EVER doubt that!” I locked my arms around his neck.

“I love you too Julia, and thank you.” He finally looked me in the eyes and kissed me deeply and passionately and perfectly. When we finally broke apart my heart was hammering.

“Maybe i'll stay here tonight anyways.” I murmured. Harry smile winningly and we climbed into bed snuggling into each other.

“Julia, this might not be the best time but we have an American tour coming up. Will you go with us?” Harry whispered into the dark.

“Oh course Haz. I don't care where i am, I just wanna be home, and that's with you.” I kissed him softly. He kissed my forehead and we lay in silence for a while.

“Are you going to take the contract?” He mumbled half asleep.

“I think we actually aren't.” I said surprising myself. Harry's eyes flew open and I could tell he was surprised as well.

“Why?!”

“Kirsten and I talked, we each have our own things happening and we're HAPPY now. We don't want to leave these things that matter to us and I don't think I could choose where I go and work when I want and Kirsten wants to be able to do that as well.” I explained.

“I don't think i've EVER heard of someone saying no to a recording contract.” Harry said admiringly. I laughed and kissed his nose.

“I LOVE singing, I love it so much it hurts. I think we're going to keep to our YouTube thing. Unless you have a way of getting us a contract where we control everything.” I said wiggling my eyebrows at him.

“I'm magical but not THAT magical.” Harry teased. I lay with my back to Harry and sighed.

“Night, I love you.

“Love you too babe.” Harry whispered kissing my neck. I was mostly asleep when he whispered to me.

“I'll support you in anything you decide, no matter what. I'd risk my life for you.”

“I hope you never have to.” I mumbled back and fell asleep.

Here it is, I set a new cast as you can see. I dedicated this to ItsAThingCalledLife, because she won my little competition. She's been really helpful and is actually the only person who tried to help me find a cast. Thanks guys lol. Anyways, please comment,vote,fan. I hope you like the chapter!