Why me?

Chapter 4- Why him?

Just a small warning there's a couple lines mentioning self harm, even if it's not a lot I'm still warning everybody just in case you might be sensitive. I will mark where it starts in case you want to skip that part

Flashback

I opened my eyes only to meet the beautiful mesmerizing eyes of Angelica.

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Angels POV

I was sitting on my bed reading one of my favourite books, The Hunger Games, when all of a sudden I hear a shit ton of footsteps heading right towards my bedroom door. Oh god fuck fuck shit this hasn't happened in a long long time but I didn't do anything wrong did I? Sometimes when I do something really bad Landon, my brother and a couple of the packs warriors kick the living shit out of me while the rest of the pack watches.

(Mentions of self harm ahead) Right after my parents died, even though I was little they still did it and that's why at the age of 13 I started to self harm which is why I have hundreds of scars on my wrists and some on my thighs too, I haven't really worried about my mate finding them because I automatically know he's going to reject me right away anyways or at least reject me when he sees them. (End of self harm mentions)

The footsteps all of a sudden stop signifying they're at my bedroom door. Well this sucks was all I could think to myself before the door knob started turning and the door quietly creaked open. I didn't get to see who it was but I smelt the delicious scent of chocolate and sweet caramel.

MATE

Holy fucking shit my wolf has not said anything to me in so long this is amazing. Wait hold up a minute, who is this smell coming from?

I open my eyes at the same time this mystery man did but I was only met with the eyes of Landon. WHAT?! LANDON! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

We broke out of our trances and he very quietly said

"Why?" I will admit that just ripped my heart into 2.

"Why would the Moon Goddess do this to me? I'm so perfect in every way and she repays me in giving me a murdering piece of shit?!" He said angrily but yet so calmly.

He slammed me against the wall which hurt like a bitch on the back of my head where it was ripped open last night.

"Please don't." I managed to whisper out.

"You're a waste of space and don't deserve to even be apart of this pack, nobody would care if you died." He said looking me dead in the eyes. Nobody else can see his face except for me considering we're facing away from them and I can see in his eyes, he's in pain. He's not in pain because of me being his mate, he's in pain because of what he's about to do, he's in pain because he has to look tough in front of his pack members and he's in pain because he truly deeply wants us including his wolf. His wolf is accepting us I can feel it through Lexi (her wolf) and I can tell his wolf is mad about what he's about to do. Here we go.

"Angelica maybe this could have worked if you were prettier, not a murderer and not completely useless. I'm not really sorry but I have to do this." He said while staring even deeper into my eyes, his getting sadder and sadder by the minute from him seeing how much I'm suffering inside.

"I, Landon Hudson, Alpha of the Blood Born pack, reject you, Angelica Moon omega of the Blood Born pack." He said tearing up but quickly stopping when he heard everyone behind him laughing at me and applauding for him.

He stared into my eyes one more time just to get one last glimpse of how broken I am inside.

Sick.

He turned away and started high-fiving all the others they then turned around and walked out, slamming the door hard behind them.

I can't be here anymore.

Well here's another one, I just wrote two chapters in a row and I'm very proud of myself. I hope you all enjoyed! See ya next time- YouAlreadyKnow